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"Desire as we've never seen it before: a riveting true story about the sex lives of three real American women, based on nearly a decade of reporting. It thrills us and torments us. It controls our thoughts, destroys our lives, and it's all we live for. Yet we almost never speak of it. And as a buried force in our lives, desire remains largely unexplored--until now. Over the past eight years, journalist Lisa Taddeo has driven across the country six times to embed herself with ordinary women from different regions and backgrounds. The result, Three Women, is the deepest nonfiction portrait of desire ever written and one of the most anticipated books of the year. We begin in suburban Indiana with Lina, a homemaker and mother of two whose marriage, after a decade, has lost its passion. She passes her days cooking and cleaning for a man who refuses to kiss her on the mouth, protesting that "the sensation offends" him. To Lina's horror, even her marriage counselor says her husband's position is valid. Starved for affection, Lina battles daily panic attacks. When she reconnects with an old flame through social media, she embarks on an affair that quickly becomes all-consuming. In North Dakota we meet Maggie, a seventeen-year-old high school student who finds a confidant in her handsome, married English teacher. By Maggie's account, supportive nightly texts and phone calls evolve into a clandestine physical relationship, with plans to skip school on her eighteenth birthday and make love all day; instead, he breaks up with her on the morning he turns thirty. A few years later, Maggie has no degree, no career, and no dreams to live for. When she learns that this man has been named North Dakota's Teacher of the Year, she steps forward with her story--and is met with disbelief by former schoolmates and the jury that hears her case. The trial will turn their quiet community upside down. Finally, in an exclusive enclave of the Northeast, we meet Sloane--a gorgeous, successful, and refined restaurant owner--who is happily married to a man who likes to watch her have sex with other men and women. He picks out partners for her alone or for a threesome, and she ensures that everyone's needs are satisfied. For years, Sloane has been asking herself where her husband's desire ends and hers begins. One day, they invite a new man into their bed--but he brings a secret with him that will finally force Sloane to confront the uneven power dynamics that fuel their lifestyle. Based on years of immersive reporting, and told with astonishing frankness and immediacy, Three Women is a groundbreaking portrait of erotic longing in today's America, exposing the fragility, complexity, and inequality of female desire with unprecedented depth and emotional power. It is both a feat of journalism and a triumph of storytelling, brimming with nuance and empathy, that introduces us to three unforgettable women--and one remarkable writer--whose experiences remind us that we are not alone."--Dust jacket.… (more)
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Almost as infuriating was Taddeo's claim she was using the actual words of her subjects. There are many reasons I don't believe her, and they start with the first story about her mother getting followed daily on her walk home from school by an old man who jerked off while walking down the lane behind her. (That is some talent even in a young spry guy. I imagine its hard to walk and masturbate simultaneously.) She says her mother told her that the man's penis was long and skinny. Because her mother is not identified as crazy, I am going to assume that when she shared this story she did not provide descriptions of the penis. Who would describe an abuser's penis to their child? I raised my child in a sex positive home, I talked about sex openly. And it would never have occurred to me to describe a penis. I am also someone who was raped in college when I was very drunk, and I talk about that too because I think it is instructive for many reasons. In talking about my rape it would never occur to me to describe the physical attributes of my rapist's penis. Obviously I was not present when Taddeo talked to her mother, but I feel pretty certain about this.
There is another reason I don't believe Taddeo is using her subjects' words. I lived in Fargo for two years right after the Knodel trial. I was in an Executive Director position with a college in the area. (Weird coincidence, someone who had been on the team I led testified at the trial, and she was mentioned by name in the book!) My students were mostly from the region, many of them from West Fargo High and a few from Sheyenne High (it was brand new so we only had one or two graduating classes from there.) I have not one speck of doubt that none of my students ever talked like this version of Maggie with her flowery metaphors and Deep Thoughts. Even the Theater, Literature and Classics majors did not talk like that, and they had been educated at a decent liberal arts college. Maggie has nothing beyond a high school education (unless you count the single year at NDSU where she flunked out) and she thought Twilight was great literature. North Dakotans are efficient and plain-spoken people. People with PhD's thought it was pretentious when I used the word "whom" or "alumna." None of them would say that the taste of beer on someone's breath is the taste of desire. None. For all the women there is a lot of discussion of the tastes and smells of things, and they are things normal people don't say. The worst was when Taddeo wrote that the wine at Lena's gathering "tasted like pool sneezes." Nope. She might be telling her version of their story, but she is not using their words to do it. The disconnect was worst with Maggie but it was still clear that none of those women said 90+% of the things with which they are credited.
In the end she told her version of the stories of three women who were victims of abuse, and who assessed their worth by whether particular men wanted to fuck them. Maggie was almost certainly the victim of abuse at Knodel's hands. Even if he never laid a hand on her, the manipulation evidenced in his notes to her is at least as abusive as the sexual acts. That said, she was drawn to daddy figures and had already had an affair with another adult male who took advantage of her instability. I am not blaming her at all, but she has issues that predate the abuse by her teacher and which were almost certainly exacerbated by that event that she needs to address. Lena was too sad to even consider, with her drama queen aches and pains that magically disappeared when she was having sex with an intellectually porous man who could not have cared less about her. Her poor kids. It was so uncomfortable to read about her begging a man to have sex with her even after he made clear he was not interested. Nothing she did was about sex, it was about self-hatred. Maybe that stemmed from her rape and things she didn't deal with. Some of the issue surely rested there, but there were other things too. To me it seemed Taddeo abused Lena by even working with her. Lena was constantly looking for people to whom she could tell her story -- the storytelling was part of her pathology. I suspect at least part of that was because she wanted people to know that a man found her sexually appealing, but in general she was a deeply lonely and entirely self-involved person who got off on attention of any kind. Giving her this soapbox is like giving fentanyl to an opioid addict. And Sloan. That was heartbreaking. A smart, talented, beautiful woman who spends her life deploying her sexuality only for the pleasure of her husband (she is largely incapable of orgasm according to the book) because she has craves adoration. It broke my heart.
That is the story of female desire? As a female who has entirely sexual and sensual desires, and has friends who also have real desires, I assure you it is not. It is a perpetuation of the second wave feminism "women are victims" falsehood that keeps healthy women feeling nothing but shame and otherness with respect to their own sexuality. (Andrea Dworkin and her "all heterosexual sex is rape" garbage.) There is a story to be told about women being unable to find happiness and a sense of self worth without the validation that comes from inspiring an erection. (That is good and pleasant validation, but God help anyone for whom that is the only source of validation.) This was a sad and misleading book that preyed on the despair of three women, and provided no context for any larger truths to emerge, no scientific method. I feel like like I just hid in the bushes and looked through my neighbor's window. Man this is tawdry.
Lisa Taddeo tells the story of the real life passions of three women - one has had an affair with her high school teacher, another is having an affair with her first love and a third is enjoying additional sexual
Taddeo wraps a prologue and epilogue around the stories, and halfway through I found myself returning to the prologue again with the question in my mind of "what, exactly, again is Taddeo trying to achieve with these stories?" And therein lies my issue with this book. What Taddeo wants this book to be about and what she actually writes about (or how she writes it) are not necessarily the same thing.
In the prologue she writes that in her research she became interested in the difference between men and women when they are in the throws of desire; how for men their passion can be compartmentalised between during and after, whilst for women every aspect of the passion consumes their every moment. The stories that she chooses don't feel representative of the average woman on the street (OK - they aren't representative of the women that I typically know). These are three women who have some serious issues going on in their back stories, and they are women making choices that not every woman would make. And that would be fine in the context of simply enjoying reading about their loves and passion in their three very different situations. However - and this is where I take issue with this book - Taddeo loses sight of her own objective and the retelling of these stories becomes some sort of feminist polemic agains the men involved in the three stories. When, unsurprisingly, these three stories don't end up with happy endings, in Taddeo's hands the three women all become victims of a perceived cruel, emotional deception by the men, and by the end it feels like we've unwittingly been duped into signing up to some all-men-are-bastards sisterhood.
Yes, the guys in these stories probably all sit somewhere in the lower echelon of the hierarchy of decent blokes, but somehow Taddeo manages to make this a broad brush sweeping generalisation of men (and indeed of us women - of how we love and the people we become when we're in love). These stories ring truer as stories of immature infatuation. These are the stories of women who chase other women's husbands, who seek the thrill of the bad boy and yet are surprised when they get hurt. And despite cheerleading for the women protagonists in these stories, Taddeo never champions the corner of the cheated on wives affected by these affairs, so this is where her feminism championing rings hollow for me.
Which brings me back to my question throughout this book - just what point is Taddeo trying to make? That this is how women love? This is how some women love, but in Taddeo's hands it feels broader than that.
I also question its supposed categorisation as non-fiction - the level of detail included belied what anyone would have been able to truly recount, and somehow I therefore lost the voice of the women themselves and it became all about Taddeo's voice and perception.
So why the best-selling plaudits? Well, it does feel visceral and depicts well the raw spectrum of emotions that the women feel as the sun rises and sets on their various affairs. Taddeo writes fearlessly and quite rightly unashamedly about the women's sexual desires with a distinct voice and turn of phrase, and all of that I applaud and enjoyed in the book. But I can't get past the fact that somehow her sincerity in recounting these women's stories doesn't ring true and her true objective is to bend them to some version of the book that she wants to write about.
3.5 stars - a great book for a book club discussion, but this book was too full of Taddeo's personal agenda for my taste.
First of all, I think it is not only a mistake
Yes, these are all white women and not even a particularly large cross-section of that group. I also think we need to consider that limited scope within the context of the type of research conducted. Taddeo did some immersive research that included in-depth interviews as well as living in the vicinity of each. In other words, trust played a large role in which women remained from the beginning of the project. It isn't particularly unusual for the women remaining to be white since there is a human tendency to trust more fully those similar to us. I'm not saying this is a good human trait but it has been shown in both research and anecdotal evidence to be true. So this is less a sweeping account of all women and more of a contribution that would ideally be joined by similarly in-depth research on a wider range of women.
This is also where some of the presentation and, especially, promotion issues arise. This has been widely pitched as about women's sexuality when in fact it is about primarily dysfunctional sexual practices within a narrow selection of women. If a woman reading this were hoping to find where they might fall on some spectrum they will be disappointed since the "spectrum" has but three closely grouped points. That is a mistake in promoting the book. The problem I have with presentation is that even when Taddeo extrapolates she largely excludes a large part of the population. That makes this, ultimately, simply three case studies that desperately need more contextualizing and a larger sample size.
Having made all these relatively negative comments, I also want to point out that, as case studies, these are very detailed and offer insights that rarely come through in less immersive research. So there is a lot in here that could be used, whether by Taddeo or another researcher, in furthering the research.
I am hesitant to either recommend or not recommend the book. I would make a reader aware of what it is and what it isn't and let that reader then decide.
Reviewed from a copy made available by the publisher via Goodreads.
I found myself alternately intrigued, sympathetic, frustrated, angry, sad...I *felt* with each woman a deep sisterhood. Even if I’d never before experienced what was being described, I could feel the depth of their emotions.
The book left me frustrated because I know what I personally wanted as the resolution for each woman’s life. But life is never that simple, nor is it fair. The frustration I felt partly stemmed from wanting the book to continue: I want to know what happens to the women from here. I felt such a vested interest after reading the book. But perhaps it’s best to leave the unknown unknown, and thus leave me with a bit of optimism for these women’s futures.
The book tells
The book is a great example of narrative non-fiction, and I highly recommend it.
The book is airy, not a dense mass of words, which is what working on something closely for a long period of time can do to you; many authors
Still, it'd be brutal to suggest that a human author can separate itself completely from its subjects, and, to an even greater extent, from injecting itself into a book about others.
The rhythm of the book is what pulled me into it; you know the feeling of being lulled into security by a talented and veteran writer? That is what happened to me with this book.
While I never had occasion to wonder about my father’s desire, something in the force of it, in the force of all male desire, captivated me. Men did not merely want. Men needed. The man who followed my mother to and from work every day needed to do so. Presidents forfeit glory for blow jobs. Everything a man takes a lifetime to build he may gamble for a moment. I have never entirely subscribed to the theory that powerful men have such outsize egos that they cannot suppose they will ever be caught; rather, I think that the desire is so strong in the instant that everything else—family, home, career—melts down into a little liquid cooler and thinner than semen. Into nothing.
There's succinct curtness at the base of the book. Even the quotes are quite sparse. It creates a kind of ballet feeling where the dancers move around much by the use of small and quick steps. The rhythm is nearly poetic.
Because most people will agree—when a lover shuts down, refuses to meet you, doesn’t want his Oral-B back, doesn’t need his trail shoes, doesn’t return an email, goes out to buy another pair of trail shoes, for example, because that’s better than dealing with your mousetrap pain, it’s as though someone is freezing your organs. It’s so cold you can’t breathe.
Most people can probably relate quite well to this book. Much time, patience, and—I guess—revision and editing have gone into this book, to make it this readable and interesting.
The book holds out well throughout and is often enthralling, mainly because of how Taddeo has mixed the everyday, the mundane, and the extraordinary into one, thus formulating the sort of text that Marcel Proust and Maria Stepanova mastered.
For the briefest of moments you want to reach across with your small hands that he loved—Does he still love them now? Where does the love of hands go when it dies?—and hold his face in them and say, Oh fuck I’m sorry for betraying you. I was terrifically hurt and angry, and you stole several years from my life. It wasn’t regular, what you did, and now here I am. Look at me. I put this war paint on, but underneath I’m scarred and scared and horny and tired and love you. I’ve gained thirty pounds. I’ve been kicked out of school a few times. My father has just killed himself. I take all these medications, look in my bag, there’s a shitload of them. I’m a girl with the pills of an old woman. I should be dating boys with weed breath but instead I fully personified my victim costume. I’m hanging by a fawn hanger at Party City. You never wrote back.
It's a quite visceral book, keenly atoned to its subjects; the women aren't stereotypically written in any sense. Sure, one might be critical of some of their at-time leans, for example, "The Scorned Woman", but that's not stereotypical, but happens. A lot. And that's it, really. Taddeo has done away with the atypical and simply opted, it seems, for portraying women as women.
His eyes come up off the table to meet yours. They are cold and black and dead. Little agates, gleaming and stern, and older than you remember. In fact, you don’t remember these eyes at all. They used to be filled with love, lust. He used to suck your tongue into his mouth as if he wanted another tongue.
The stories are often of the sensual with humans in a modern age, although, as always, trapped in our past, unable to move away from headlights that are rushing towards us, Bambi in traffic. And it's thrilling. Taddeo's style is made for humanising sexuality, as opposed to the tripe that drips off Sex and The City, Fifty Shades of Gray, et al, which plagues much of current literature. This book does away with that and is lifted beyond. Thank Bog.
She wasn’t quite sure there was no better partner, but she was willing to find out.
The book seemed a bit dull for a short time but quickly picked up again. That's the harshest critique I can give it.
The best thing about this book is that it revives a sense of honesty without shock, which hopefully will revitalise any lovelorn reader who has missed terse literature that brings to life that which many other authors have abused. Every paragraph can be separated from its chapter, and still be of use; it takes a special author to manage that.
The marketing on this book was so hyped that we picked it for our book club. I came so close so many times to not finishing it. For me, it did not live up to its hype. At All. I look forward to hearing what the other members think.
I found the writing fragmented. The
Maggie, from a household with alcoholic parents, was a high school student when she was molested by a North Dakota “Teacher Of The Year”. At 16, she willingly lost her virginity willing to a thirty one year old soldier while visiting her older sister in Hawaii, and was shamed by her family for it. Two years later, as she grows closer to the teacher, she shares with him her journal about her feelings about being with the older man, probably looking for the understanding and forgiveness from him that is lacking at home. This mistake of trust leads to his seduction of the vulnerable Maggie.
Lina comes from a home with complete parental distance and disconnection, and she ends up marrying a man as cold as her father, who will not allow her tongue in his mouth because he thinks it's unsanitary. She finds an old and still remarkably handsome high school boyfriend on Facebook and falls into a very torrid affair.
Sloan comes from upper class white privilege and from a mother who was driving when her own mother was killed in a car accident. Cut off from her father and given up to the equivalent of rich people's foster care, Sloan's mother demands perfection in her own daughter. Sloan, a bulimic and successful model and restaurateur, marries a chef who urges her to sleep with other men and women as he watches.
The common ground these women share is cunnilingus: Maggie’s teacher will not have penetrative genital sex with his student because that would cross some line he justifies; Lina revels in the tongue of her lover, both from deep kissing and oral sex; and Sloan's husband performs on her for thirty minutes at a time because it's the only way she can reach orgasm.
This is a very erotic but terribly sad book. I don't know what the objective in writing it was and I don't know what was achieved, so I can't exactly say I admired or enjoyed it.
The three women we meet are Lina, a married mother in her thirties; Maggie, a small town high school student; and Sloane, a married business owner in her forties. Each woman gets her own chapter equally dedicated to her family history, career, hopes, fears, dreams and missed opportunities. The prose is strong and you feel as if you are eaves dropping on a conversation or are reading someone’s diary. You not only get to hear from the women themselves but their family and friends as well.
The stories that I were invested in the most were that of Maggie and Lina. Having grown up in a small town similar to that where Maggie did, I related all to well to her feelings of wanting to be bigger than her hometown, and as events in her life came to a head, I felt overwhelmed along with her, and each time her chapter ended it was all I could do to not skip ahead to her next part. After reading Lina’s story, my heart broke for her and the trials she faced in her marriage. It made me want to reach through the pages and give her a hug and be the friend she so desperately needed.
When it came to Sloane however, I just couldn’t connect with her. Sloane is very open about her sexuality and I have no issue with that at all; I just wasn’t as invested in the outcome with her as I was with Maggie’s or Lina’s story. I felt they dealt with more real world issues than Sloane did.
It was refreshing to me to read a book about female sexuality that for once wasn’t clinical. It is straight forward and holds nothing back, including graphic descriptions of sexual acts. The author doesn’t wrap up the book with any expert findings or annotated examples; she just presents these three women and their stories to you, and allows you to draw your own conclusions.
The depth with which Taddeo has explored these three lives is impressive, Women's desire is an uncomfortable topic and the author explores the way that how and what these women desire is formed by their upbringing and experiences. Reading this was an intense experience, that often felt startling intimate.