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This is a true story. . . It is a terrible story; but it is also a story of hope and of beauty. Written by Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiend tells the story of young Peter Pendragon and his lover Louise Laleham, and their adventures traveling through Europe in a cocaine and heroin haze. The bohemian couples' binges produce visions and poetic prophecies, but when their supply inevitably runs dry they find themselves faced with the reality of their drug addiction. Through the guidance of King Lamus, a master adept, they use the application of practical Magick to free themselves from addiction. First published in 1922 and dubbed "a book for burning" by the papers of the time, Diary of a Drug Fiend reveals the poet, the lover, and the profound adept that was Aleister Crowley.… (more)
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Great Romance Novel!
That said, readers will find "Diary" probably one of the strongest accounts of what happens when we let outside forces rule us. In the beginning of the narrative, the protagonists use drugs as a recreation, in a social context. Later, habituation turns into physical addiction. Enter Crowley who tries to teach the protagonists, that you can do whatever you like, but there is a price to pay. He also teaches them to channel their will to be superior to their desires.
I don't know that the methods described here actually work. I was reading this book for the journey back in time to a much different Europe, when the rich did enjoy a different lifestyle and were truly above everything. For that reason, I was not disappointed.
Come take this magical journey. Pay attention to the sights along the way, as this world does not exist any more. Regard this as you would a Kevin Baker novel and it has a whole new perspective.
The book is about a man who on a night out meets a lady and is then introduced to cocaine. In a single wild night they get married and run off on the honeymoon and while on their honeymoon on the continent are introduced to heroin. While on their honeymoon their drug experience is, for want of a better word, an experience. However it all turns sour when they land up in prison in Naples and are then sent back to England.
This is where the second part of the book begins, and that is when the honeymoon is over, and this occurs on two levels: the first being the romantic honeymoon, and the second being the drug honeymoon. The wild time they experienced on the continent settles down into a hard slog where addiction takes hold. The main character is not poor (he is a doctor), but once he had tried the sweet taste of heroin he simply cannot get enough. They move out of the luxurious suite and into a bug ridden apartment and go about trying to find their next hit. Even when they do get it, it is nowhere near as good as it was on the honeymoon.
It is the third section of the book that is of the most concern to me. While the first two sections are quite realistic in exploring the life of a drug addict, and the destruction that this life causes, the third section is not about how they overcome their addiction, clean up, and go on to live fruitful lives, but rather how through sheer will they learn to control the drug and then use the drug as it is supposed to be used. This is something (and many a drug councillor will confirm this) that I simply cannot accepts, namely that one can never control a drug, especially if one is prone to addictions. There are people out there that can control their drug taking, but one can never assume that they are one of those people.
I suspect that this book is designed as a gateway for people looking into Crowley's religion (and Crowley does appear in this book, though not by name), and I suspect that it is written with the drug addicts of the time in mind. These days, 90 years down the track, we simply seem to envision that the drug lifestyle is something that evolved in the 60's. This is simply not true: drugs have been used and abused for over a hundred years (and more if one includes alcohol). In fact, in the 19th Century, one could go into a chemist and purchase a bottle of cocaine to help put one's baby to sleep. Drugs were first made illegal around the 20's (though Opium had been illegal for much longer, which is why it is said that the British were selling things in China that was illegal to sell in England).
Anyway, to finish off, I wouldn't bother reading this book, it simply is not helpful in the slightest.
There is a sensuality to the language which is decadent in same way that the music of the Grateful Dead somehow brings to mind the idea of overripe fruit. I have to wonder, however, if I am being slowly corrupted by this book. Crowley writes like a man whose familiar associations arrive from a dimension different from ours. About such folk, we might have once said ". . . not quite right" which only means they don't fit our particular social paradigm. The 21st century reader struggles to accommodate Crowley's phrases and metaphors, whose effect is to gently push one out of a comfortable reality . . . especially since the subject matter is the overuse of cocaine and heroin. If there is an agenda here, it may be precisely to accomplish that gentle push.
The story of Peter Pendragon and his lover Lou Laleham unfolds in three parts, Paradiso, Inferno, and Purgatorio, a take off on Dante's tour of the afterlife. The couple travel through Europe on stipends from Peter's inheritance, gradually succumbing to the enflaming passions created by a heroin and cocaine addiction. As the addiction becomes more pronounced and the propensity for self-knowledge rises, the perspective turns increasingly wild and, for this reason, spiritual. It is an unaccustomed spirituality: that of the liberated mind, the insane mind, a mind that no longer turns automatically from questionable things. There is a coming-to-terms period in the second section of the book, called Inferno, which touches on these mad things. The perspective is utterly fascinating β a good exposure to things beyond the ken of most of us.
Having said that, this reader felt a kinship with that narrator's internal monologue. These voicings ring similar to what form spontaneously on the basis of immediate experience. In some cases, they may be felt only briefly before cultural cues have had their chance to redirect them into more acceptable cliches. We all live inside the gated communities of our expectations. Those gates and walls are quite invisible to ordinary perception. It is from within these walls we knowingly pass judgement on the world "out there. "What is good? and what is bad?β Typically we are supplied with the answers by culture, along with a corresponding judgment. Such judgments. . . in fact, all judgments. . . are (as a bottom line) based on the need to have a reliable handle on the world. They vital to the survival of that squirming little creature we call 'self.'
A strange book, possibly a 'gateway' book (to further questionable activities), and a worthwhile reading experience. You're a reader. Have some courage.