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Biography & Autobiography. Family & Relationships. LGBTQIA+ (Nonfiction.) Nonfiction. HTML:Raising My Rainbow is Lori Duronâ??s frank, heartfelt, and brutally funny account of her and her family's adventures of distress and happiness raising a gender-creative son. Whereas her older son, Chase, is a Lego-loving, sports-playing boy's boy, Lori's younger son, C.J., would much rather twirl around in a pink sparkly tutu, with a Disney Princess in each hand while singing Lady Gaga's "Paparazzi." C.J. is gender variant or gender nonconforming, whichever you prefer. Whatever the term, Lori has a boy who likes girl stuffâ??really likes girl stuff. He floats on the gender-variation spectrum from super-macho-masculine on the left all the way to super-girly-feminine on the right. He's not all pink and not all blue. He's a muddled mess or a rainbow creation. Lori and her family choose to see the rainbow. Written in Lori's uniquely witty and warm voice and launched by her incredibly popular blog of the same name, Raising My… (more)
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It’s one thing to say and think you are open minded on a subject. But to feel that way when you truly try to walk in someone else’s shoes – that’s something else entirely.
The author, Lori Duron, is very detailed in her description of life raising a “gender-nonconforming” child. The struggles she and her husband go through as they become aware of C.J.’s preferences for “girl stuff”, his desire to wear makeup and dresses, the day to day reality of having a son who causes people to stop and stare (and worse) really stopped me in my tracks. I pictured my son at 3, 4, 5 asking for and doing those things. He did play with a doll for a while, a boy doll, and I cringe as I remember feeling proud of myself for being so accepting. He only played with it for a few months, and then my son continued on the traditional “all boy” path. So as I read this, I pictured the reaction, the physical, visceral reaction my husband and I would have had if he’d been more like C.J. It would have been hard, really hard. I’d like to think I would have been as fiercely supportive and protective as Lori, but this book made me really think about that.
“Raising a gender-nonconforming child can be excruciatingly lonely, a tear-worthy existence that we walk through and try to shield our children from. Sometimes we feel like parents alone on a tightrope, surrounded by people who will watch and be entertained but who will not catch us if we fall.”
Lori is very clear that she does not equate their situation with that of parents with a chronically ill or dying child – but I realized that as horrific as that would be, parents of a sick child get sympathy and help. Parents of kids who are “different” – like C.J. get shunned.
Her loneliness and desperation for some facts, some sense that she’s doing the right things with C.J. and with her other son Chase come shining through as she researches gender-noncomformity.
“An expert on transgender kids who was a doctor with Kaiser? I set out to talk with her, and months later it happened. I had her on the phone and could ask her anything. I was a kid in a transgender, hormone-filled candy shop.”
Beyond my empathy for her situation, for what her family was going through, I also found her to be humorous with just the right amount of snark. “Finally it was the last week of school. The South Orange County Mommy Mafia was out in full force, giving each day a theme and a party and a sense of panic that had me constantly feeling as if I were forgetting some important detail. They scuttled about campus in their Lululemon yoga pants, clutching their stainless-steel commuter mugs filled with organic coffee they’d picked up at Trader Joe’s over the weekend while they were loading up on supplies for the class ice-cream social, board-game mixer, pizza party, beach-blanket barbeque, popcorn-and-movie midday madness, and bubble blowing farewell ceremony. I watched them all from the comfort of my dirty car, wearing my work pants that give me a severe muffin top and drinking yesterday’s coffee, which I had managed to burn when I’d reheated it in the microwave.”
This book made me really reconsider how open I am to people who don’t fit into the neatly constructed boxes I have in my mind. It was good for me to read this book, and I hope more than anything that Lori’s words and C.J.’s spirit stay with me forever.
“C.J. has taught me that what we want most from people is empathy. We know that most people do not fully understand the distinctions among gender, sex, and sexuality; we just ask that they have open hearts and open minds and imagine for a minute what our children and we have to deal with on a daily basis.”
The child in question, C.J., their youngest, had not been interested in any of the toys the parents bought him, until he discovered Barbie and the pink aisle of the toy store. Is he gay? Is he transgender? Is he going to suddenly like the color blue? Is he going to grow up to be a new age sensitive man? No one knows, and the question is how to help C.J. grow up happy, well adjusted, and true to himself.
This book tells the story of the parents as they try to figure out how to support their child in being who he is, while dealing with their own internal concerns about a boy who wears pink and loves princesses, and how to deal with the outside world. The author is honest about decisions they made that in retrospect were bad ideas, and about the joys of finding support, sometimes from unexpected people. The book is sometimes a bit uneven, but it has a goodly amount of information and tells the story well, a story that needs to be more available to more people, and is especially valuable for other parents in similar situations.
So couple that with the fact that I am for some reason drawn to stories of intersexed, transgendered, and “gender creative” individuals, and I guess I was bound to love this book.
Honestly, I stink at reviews, so all I can really do is tell you how I felt as I read it. I was encouraged that there are people out there letting their kids be who they are born to be. In this case, it seems like that’s a boy born to be a girl. But really the story is bigger than that. Lots of kids live in families that want them to be something other than what they are, and above all else, this is a story of how a parent slowly accepts and supports her children regardless of what she wants, her family wants, or others think about their decisions. It’s encouraging and hopeful and I wish the whole world would adopt this mindset.
I also felt a new appreciation for the struggles parents have trying to do the best job they can for their kids. There really isn’t a one-size-fits-all guidebook for parenting, and the author is honest about her struggles and mistakes. It’s refreshing and I would imagine takes the pressure off parents reading the book.
Will this book give you information you didn’t know before? Absolutely. Is it just about a gender creative boy as he cries for dolls and pink pajamas? No. It’s much more than that. It’s a lesson for all of us on appreciating others and even appreciating ourselves for the unique differences we bring to the world.
What an amazing story. And Ms. Duron is truly a gifted writer - I definitely had moments of 'laughter through tears' while reading this book. Regardless of
I was left at the end feeling that I would want to know how life turns out for CJ. I hope that his Mom and family will continue to advocate for him and allow the rest of us a few more glimpses of what life holds in store for him.
When her son, at age three,
It was life-affirming to read about her advocacy, the friends they surrounded their little family with, and the joy that beamed out from little C.J.'s face when he was dancing in an all girls ballet/tap class with a sparkly tutu on.
It's a story about love, first and foremost. It's a story about the minutia of decisions parents need to make when the challenges arise, as they always do. It's a story about acceptance, and providing the best for your child.
I recommend this book to all.
Five stars.
CJ sounds like a wonderful kid. True, he comes with issues which present parenting challenges,
The pieces of this book that I truly did appreciate are Ms. Duron's effort to reach out to those working with her sons (sharing the learning experience with teachers and coaches is a phenomenal way to bring everyone together) and the portion that dealt with bullying, how the Duron's handled it, and how Chase's school experience was bettered. Chase is an amazing kid (Lori, I wholeheartedly agree with you that he is an outstanding big brother!) and shows an astounding level of poise and compassion. Kids with differences (or unique siblings) are often targeted, and the combating of bullying is finally getting the attention that it warrants.
I was impressed with how Lori’s incredible honesty. She’s not afraid to admit the mistakes she’s made along the way and not afraid to confess how difficult it can be raising C.J. She cops to the fear and insecurity she sometimes feels. At the same time, she describes the joy it is to parent C.J. He sounds like a really neat kid.
She also discusses C.J.’s older brother Chase and how C.J. being gender nonconforming affects his life. Chase’s life at school is definitely different and harder than it would be if C.J. was gender conforming but Lori and her husband are helping him through it wonderfully.
This book was informative and fun to read. Lori seems like a friendly and funny person and her story is one that everyone should read.
I enjoyed this
Duron also delves into the what few scientific studies have been done in this area. There wasn’t much to draw on and I think better science and understanding will come about as the stigma towards homosexuality is lifted in our society. I especially like that she explains the spectrum of sexuality. However, I do have one quibble and it is about relying too heavily on the few scientific studies. She cites one study that says that a young boy that prefers girl clothes and girl toys will most likely grow up to be gay. But what about girls who prefer to wear jeans and play with block and robots and fire trucks? Does that mean they will grow up to be lesbian? That wasn’t really addresses and my point is that our society has been way more supportive of females wearing pants (male clothes) and playing with boy toys for decades than the opposite. So, I think we need time and a larger number of kids being allowed to dress as they like and play with the toys they like before we can say such a definitive thing. I didn’t like that the author didn’t question this theory as I think it is an interesting question to explore.
The book doesn’t shy away from addressing peoples’ ideas of normal and outright biases. Even family members had to do some internal questioning and decide if they were going to be supportive or not. I really liked that the author did not gloss over what people said and did, both good and bad. This book is an excellent resource for folks who have a gender-nonconforming kid in the family and can be an eye opener for folks in general.
The Narration: Lori Duron did a good job of narrating. After all, this is her life and family and I am glad the publisher went with her voice. The emotions come through clearly without being overbearing.
I read the book straight through in one sitting and was unable to put it down. It
Disclaimer - I received an Advance Review Copy of this book from the publisher through Goodreads First Reads.
I did really enjoy the book. I wished for more anecdotal stories in it.
Is a good read for parents who are raising young children. Whether they be gender conforming or non. Gender non-conforming by the way is a young person who prefers toys or the opposite gender a boy who likes dolls or a girl who prefers trucks. Was interesting for me as my brother in law did not like when my sister bought a play kitchen for her boys. While my nephews are into their dinosaurs and trucks as well as their kitchen, the boy in this book likes exclusively up to this point girl toys (dolls) and things that are pink and purple.