The Colour of Shadows

by Phyllida Shrimpton

Paperback, 2019

Status

Available

Call number

823.92

Genres

Collection

Publication

Hot Key Books (2019), 368 pages

Description

A moving portrayal of a teenager coming to terms with a secret about her mother that her father decided to keep from her . . . was he right to do so? Saffron must work that out . . .

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LibraryThing member linda.a.
A project for her A-level studies sends seventeen-year-old Saffron on a search for old family photographs – “the kind that have sepia ancestor staring across time….” The attic, a space she has always been forbidden to go into because she had been warned of the dangers of slipping between
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the rafters, seemed to be a good place to look. However, whilst there she discovers a leather briefcase which holds a secret which has been kept from her for ten years, a secret which means she now has to re-assess her past and consider how to face the future. She had been told by her father that her mother had died following a long illness, but it has now become clear that he had lied and that her mother is probably still alive.
For a time after her mother had disappeared Saffron had helped her father to care for her two younger brothers, Daniel who was four years younger, and Archie who was just a baby, making her feel that she almost a mother-substitute for them. Then, when her father married Melanie her brothers soon adapted to having a step-mother but Saffron never did, always feeling that this “interloper” had usurped their mother’s place. The arrival of half-sister Charlotte made her feel even more side-lined in the family, although to all outsiders the family appeared to be a loving and united one.
Full of hurt and rage at the lies she has been told, and her father’s apparent reluctance to tell her the full story of her mother’s disappearance, Saffron packs a bag and leaves home, determined to find her mother and discover the truth for herself. She assumes that her best friend Tom, who is two years older and whom she has known since she was eight, will allow her to sleep on his sofa. When he inexplicably refuses, and when she then finds out that she is too young to book into a hotel, she is too stubborn and angry to return home. However, she is about to discover that being homeless on the streets will expose her to all sorts of danger, and to situations she has no experience of dealing with.
This story takes place over the period of a week and switches between the perspectives of Saffron and Tom, enabling the reader to gain insights into their childhood bond and the changes which have come about since they reached adolescence. Although there were times when I found that I wanted to shake Saffron out of her over-indulged complacency and her apparent lack of awareness of other people’s feelings, I did manage to keep in mind that the feelings of hurt, betrayal and anger she was feeling were very real! Her initial lack of acknowledgement that her impetuous disappearance created as much hurt and turmoil for her father, her step-mother and her siblings could also be put down to her self-absorption but could equally be attributable to normal teenage angst! I found it far easier to like Tom; he lives in a council flat, has few of Saffron’s material advantages but has far greater levels of empathy. However, he too has secrets and finds it difficult to communicate his real feelings, leading to lots of misunderstandings between the pair.
Facing her protagonist with sleeping rough under a bridge, along with creating the unforgettable character of homeless, trolley-pushing Maggie, enabled the author to explore the plight of the homeless, their vulnerability to abuse (from having their possessions stolen, being beaten up and verbally abused to suffering the indignity of being pissed on by late-night revellers), the high levels of alcoholism and drug-taking, the lack of hostel accommodation, their inability, without a fixed address, to claim benefits, soup kitchens etc. She also uses the story-line to bring home to Saffron (and the reader!) that behind every homeless person is personal history which can explain their homelessness, thus conveying the message that we should never forget that the line between “us and them” can often be a very fine one. Important as these messages are, I thought that there were times when their repetition threatened to create an imbalance in the story-telling.
Although this story had some thought-provoking moments, I think it would have demonstrated a far greater psychological integrity had other members of the family been allowed to voice the impact Saffron’s actions, and apparent rejection, had on them. There were occasional glimpses of this, but these served only to remind me that I would have liked more! This book is aimed at a YA readership but, with its rather simplistic approach and language, I think would better suit young teenagers.
I found this an engaging, easy to read story but, whilst it does cover some important themes, especially the impact of long-term deceit within a family, the grooming of vulnerable young people and issues around the plight of the homeless, these are all dealt with rather superficially, so I think it would have minimal appeal for reading groups.

With thanks to Hot Key Books and Readers First for a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
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Language

Original language

English

Physical description

7.8 inches

ISBN

1471407616 / 9781471407611

Barcode

91100000188507

DDC/MDS

823.92
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