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This is how wars are fought now: by children, hopped-up on drugs and wielding AK-47s. Children have become soldiers of choice. In the more than fifty conflicts going on worldwide, it is estimated that there are some 300,000 child soldiers. Child soldiers have been profiled by journalists, and novelists have struggled to imagine their lives. But until now, there has not been a first-person account from someone who came through this hell and survived. Ishmael Beah, now 25 years old, tells how at the age of twelve, he fled attacking rebels and wandered a land rendered unrecognizable by violence. By thirteen, he'd been picked up by the government army, and Beah, at heart a gentle boy, found that he was capable of truly terrible acts.--From publisher description.… (more)
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By the time he was brought to the rehabilitation centre in the capital city, it was almost too late. Reawakening his humanity, finding relatives for him to live with, and starting to feel safe once more, only to have war break out again. Seeing the horrors start up again and knowing he had to escape or be dragged back into it, he managed to get himself across the border. Having been taken to America to speak at a UN conference, he was lucky to have people in America that worked hard to get him out of Africa and were able to bring him to the states to complete his education.
I could go into superlatives about this book, but would rather simply say it was a genuine and emotional read.
How he was extricated from this situation was an amazing story in itself. A trained soldier and killer, Ishmael was basically plucked from the military field and had to agree to completely change his life when placed in “rehab”, a situation that he deeply resented at the time.
A most discouraging part of this book for me was that, after the political situation calmed down and many young former soldiers were actually making progress in rehabilitation, more war broke out, taking with it many previously “rehabbed” young men.
This is a story which is both sad, for the profound losses that Ishmael had to bear, and joyful, for knowing that Ishmael was able to eventually escape his troubled world and now has gone on to become college educated, a successful writer, and advocate for children’s rights.
I highly recommend this book for those who like to read memoirs and for those who want to take a deeper look into problems of political unrest in African nations, with Sierra Leone being the particular focus of this book. This is a jarring story, but one which should absolutely be read. People who live in relative peace around the world should take the time to become aware of situations elsewhere where peace sometimes only seems like a dream.
The title of the book suggests that the inside is filled with stories of being a child soldier, but the weight of the story is spread out in a necessary way. This is a memoir of a boy who grew up in war, fought as a child soldier, then was brought out of that life to have a new future. Reading will take you through childhood memories, through the struggles of living on your own, searching for anything you can eat or anywhere you can live, through battles and raids, then through rehabilitation and new life. There are times when the lighthearted is weighed against a wartime memory, perfectly capturing the essence of a flashback without being too weighty. There are also times when lighter memories come to mind while life is a struggle and times are hard. Those inserted memories make this a perfectly balanced read while continuing a very moving story.
This book does not contain the history of a land or a people, it is the story of one child surviving and finding life after living through tragic times and it is very well written. The story of child soldiers is hard for many to hear, but also must be told in order to raise awareness and continue the help for others. I can't think of a better way to hear about what these young people face, to understand what they have gone through and what they continue to go through in their new lives as civilians, than to hear it from the children themselves. This author is one who survived and moved beyond the fighting when so many did not. One of the best ways to recognize those lost or struggling is to share their experiences through this book.
This all starts one day in Mattru Jong, a day that seemed like it was going to be just like any other. However, the echoes of gunfire in the distance proved their expectations wrong. Ishmael, his brother Junior, and a couple of their friends were hanging out by the river singing rap songs that they had written and recorded when they heard the commotion in their village. The boys ran back to their homes only to find that they had lost their family members in all the chaos. They then raced frantically across the river in hopes of finding safety. Sadly, Ishmael and Junior eventually were separated. Ishmael had to learn, immediately, how to live on his own at the age of twelve. After walking for days, Ishmael found some of his friends from school, Alhaji, Saidu, Kanei, Jumah, Musa and Moriba. Together these seven boys would look after each other and share the horrific times to come.
It was not long before the seven boys were forced to join the army. The boys trained for months until the lieutenant thought they were ready to gain revenge for their country by tormenting the rebels that killed their families and burning down entire villages. Over the two years they were in the army, Ishmael and his friends became addicted to cocaine, marijuana, and a mixture of gunpowder and other drugs called brown brown. Together they killed relentlessly, and watched their comrades fall in the line of fire. Saidu and Musa died as a result of the war. Soon after Musa’s death, the remaining five boys were released from the army and taken to a rehabilitation center not far from the city of Freetown.
At sixteen, Ishmael with his friends, Alahji, Kanei, Jumah and Moriba arrived at Benin Home, the UNICEF rehab center, to find that there must have been hundreds of other boy soldiers. All of these boys had become addicted to drugs while in the armies. Because of drug abuse, the boys went through the stages of withdrawal. Ishmael himself would wake up in a cold sweat with an excruciating migraine from the dreams that he had. Most of the dreams had to do with all the deaths he had witnessed when he was trapped in the middle of the war. The doctors and psychiatrists that worked at Benin Home would try to help the boys with these problems, but they would always reply with “It’s not your fault…” Ishmael and the other boys spent eight months at the rehab center before they were released to live with family, if they had any. If not, they would live with foster homes. Ishmael was sent to live with his uncle in Freetown. All seemed to be going well until one day Freetown was ravaged by rebels. The war was making it’s was back into Ishmael’s life, and he did not want anything to do with it. Ishmael made a phone call to Laura Simms in New York City, a woman he met while at a conference held by the U.N. in New York, she was someone he thought of as a mother. Ishmael left Sierra Leone, and went to live with Laura where he started his new life in the United States.
This book is extremely heartwarming and moving, in every sense of these words. Ishmael was just a boy when his life was turned upside-down. Through all the unfathomable chapters of his life, he was able to maintain a sense of youth along his journey to freedom. This is a remarkable story of the struggles and victories that made Ishmael Beah the person he is today.
WARNING: POSSIBLE SPOILER
Not to mention that it takes half the book to get to the part where he actually becomes a soldier. The violence didn't bother me - it is a book about war, that much I expected. I just wanted to read more about how it really felt, but I suppose the easiest way for the author to deal with it has been to put the feelings aside, or just brush over them with a stark statement like: I wonder why I'm still alive.
The ending is also disappointing, as you have had glances of what eventually becomes of him, but never find out how that really happened.
Maybe it is just that it was different from what I expected - many people seem to really like it. It is a sad situation, certainly, but I simply felt like the story could have been told better, with more emotion, starting about 80 pages in and recounting more of the action, rehabilitation and eventual escape.
Reading this book is like getting off a bus and finding yourself in a third-world country where you not only don't speak the language, but you don't even understand the brand of humanity exercised around
All that said, I find that I like Beah. Anyone who can start sensitive, devolve into the Heart of Darkness and somehow come back again is a deep character in my book.
Watch out reading this if you, like me, are sensitive to graphic imagery. There were times when I had to force myself to keep reading, assuring myself that I *needed* to know about this, to understand this chaos. I found it difficult to read at night or when I was feeing tense.
This was a hard book to listen to in spots because of the subject matter, but I felt it is very worthwhile. As Americans we can be very focused on our selves and our own country, but it is so valuable and important to know about the struggled faced by those in other parts of the world. I appreciated being able to listen to Beah's own narration of his tale, as his accent and voice made it all the more authentic. I loved the way he would describe things and he used details well to draw the reader into his story. I highly recommend listening to or reading this book.
A boy in Sierra Leone is forced into the military to survive. He is soon addicted to drugs and killing.
Absolutely unforgettable.