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Biography & Autobiography. Music. Philosophy. Nonfiction. How does time shape consciousness and consciousness, time? Do we live in time, or does time live in us? And how does music, with its patterns of rhythm and harmony, inform our experience of time? Uncommon Measure explores these questions from the perspective of a young Korean American who dedicated herself to perfecting her art until performance anxiety forced her to give up the dream of becoming a concert solo violinist. Anchoring her story in illuminating research in neuroscience and quantum physics, Natalie Hodges traces her own passage through difficult family dynamics, prejudice, and enormous personal expectations to come to terms with the meaning of a life reimaginedâ??one still shaped by classical music but moving toward the freedom of improvisati… (more)
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With support from her mother and three other siblings, Natalie has been
She began to have doubts in college about her ability to continue as a soloist. It didn’t help when a teacher told her she didn’t have much of a chance. Her mother (pegged as a Korean Tiger Mom) was a Harvard graduate in English and went to law school. She became a prosecutor and administrative law judge. She spent a lot of time helping her children to excel in academics and classical music. When Natalie asked her “When you quit (violin her senior year in High School)…how did you know?” She said, “I think you just know, if and when it is time. For you, the important thing is that you don’t regret and the important thing is that you choose.”
Natalie discovered in her college years that it wasn’t easy to leave something that you’ve surrounded yourself with. “Why keep trying to love something that doesn’t love you back.” She now had a sense of “empty time” in her life and had to go through some adjustments.
It’s a short book with 179 pages but it takes some time to digest and could be one of those books that you’d want to read over again to pick up some other thoughts that may have been missed. She reveals personal thoughts on prejudice with a Korean mom and relationships with her father. This is an interesting book especially for musicians like her that try to make sense out of their performances. Natalie said after a while, “I began to experience a unity of body and mind…I felt them working together in a rhythmic tandem.” Through interviews and research, she has now taken music to a new level through science --- letting go of control and trusting your body with a connection to others. This book gets released on March 22, 2022.
After reading this book, I had to google Natalie Hodges with one of her violin performances -- it was pure joy. I’m sure her talents have touched a lot of people.