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"Where women are created for the pleasure of men, beauty is the first duty of every girl. In Louise O'Neill's world of Only Every Yours women are no longer born naturally, girls (called "eves") are raised in Schools and trained in the arts of pleasing men until they come of age. Freida and Isabel are best friends. Now, aged sixteen and in their final year, they expect to be selected as companions--wives to powerful men. All they have to do is ensure they stay in the top ten beautiful girls in their year. The alternatives--life as a concubine, or a chastity (teaching endless generations of girls)--are too horrible to contemplate. But as the intensity of final year takes hold, the pressure to be perfect mounts. Isabel starts to self-destruct, putting her beauty--her only asset--in peril. And then into this sealed female environment, the boys arrive, eager to choose a bride. Freida must fight for her future--even if it means betraying the only friend, the only love, she has ever known"--Amazon.com.… (more)
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freida and isabel have been best friends the whole of their lives but now there are problems with that relationship. They both are part of a class of girls who are competing for 10 places as companions to 10 boys. They are literally bred to be perfect, made to stay at perfect weights, forced to criticise each other, made to regard themselves as so lesser that even their names don't deserve capitals. As wives they will only survive as long as they are attractive, and can bear boys, if they're not productive, they're waste and will be treated as such. Girls who aren't wives are concubines and will die earlier. The only other option is to be a Chastity, keeping the brutal training going. At some time in the past selective breeding meant that no more girls were born and in order to continue the species they had to start creating girls and now that they're creating them they treat them as lesser. It reminded me a little of Brave New World in ways too.
It was a brutal read, I was very shocked by the ending, it really hit me hard. And as I look at sites that talk about how men don't want "girls" who are fat a shudder ran through my body. This book is going to linger.
I read it in one sitting. I am not sure I even blinked while reading. I just could not stop, the horror, the normality of it all.
All their futures suck. But if they are engineered
This is the future. Not a lot of people left in the world. Women bear sons. Girls are made, and then put to live in a "school" until they are chosen or not.
You can be chosen as a companion, this is the best, you bear sons, you are killed at 40. You do everything your husband tells you, you are his slave. If you do not give him a son he will send you to the Pyre.
You can be chosen as a courtesan, which technically is a prostitute. You must do everything a man tells you, and you must look like you are loving it. You will never have children.
Or you can become a Chastity, take care of newer generations of girls. In silence, alone. It's not like this is a good choice either. They are all miserable choices, ones you do not make, they are made for you.
Or you can be sent underground and never seen again.
At school you are taught to do all the things a woman must do. And you must obey, be proper, never cry, always be calm. You must look good, be thin. Be perfect, and there is always improvement. You are never perfect.
In this world we follow Freida. Who can't sleep. Who is afraid of not looking her best for picture day. Who has gained a tiny bit of weight. Who must lose it or she wont be chosen. Who wants to be like the nr #1 girl. Who is a follower. Who breaks herself in trying to follow. Who gets broken by others trying to be perfect, thin and pretty.
The atmosphere is horrible at that place. Nr 1, nr 1! You have to be chosen by the right man. If he wants to beat you you will smile and thank him.
I could talk for ages on the misery of it all. And it was so good. A world were women are cattle. A fascinating world in it's horror. All choices will be bad, and what will happen to this class?
My version was the adult version, I have no idea what that means. But a YA version came first, and then they wanted to market it to adults too. Maybe they made it darker. All hope is lost to those who enter here.
Totally recommends it.
Only Ever Yours was not what I expected. It takes place in a future where girls are genetically engineered to be "perfect," although they still have their own thoughts and can therefore "err" at times. Their sole goal is to please man, either by becoming
The drama in this book was like high school on crack. Catty, vain, vapid girls who shunned intelligence (as per society's directives) and lusted after materialistic beauty. The snark, fake-ness, backstabbing, and gossip was just too much. I can honestly say I disliked every character in this book.
freida, our MC, lacks a backbone and it only seemed to grow weaker as time passed. Her insecurities and need for "friends" and "approval" was so strong she willingly destroyed every good thing or possibility going for her just to have five minutes of fame and someone to sit with at lunch. I couldn't stand her incessant whining and spinelessness.
For me, if freida had better character development, or stood up for herself, or something other than be a doormat, I would have appreciated this book more. Unfortunately, the characters killed the story for me.
At which point you get to the last ten pages of the book, and wait for the character growth / the warm fuzzies / the reunions / the escape / the happy ever afters. And it pulls out your heart and shreds it into teeny tiny little bits, because basically nothing changes about the whole fucked up mess, and everyone you care about has an unhappy ending. The dream boy marries the bitch queen (who we know will make him unhappy) and never sees frieda again (so the last time they saw each other was the crying row after she had sex with him to try and make him chose her), the best friend never gets a chance to be reunited with frieda and they never make up after their distance (which happened basically because Isabel had a nervous breakdown after being raped by the man she would be forced to marry and couldn’t tell anyone), then she kills herself! and then frieda is taken to a grim science lab in the basement, and drugged into unconsciousness to be tested on for the rest of her life. And that really is the end. She doesn’t get any last thoughts like ‘but one day I will escape’ just relief it is all over.
Err, I like my fiction dark. But I like my fiction dark with some glimmer of the redemptive power of humanity in the dark. This just left me feeling punched in the gut and desperate to talk to people about that awful awful book, to take some of the pain away.
So, err, this might be a hugely powerful book that makes a bold decision not to pull punches in order to underline the horror of the story it’s telling. But I would be very hesitant to recommend it to anyone. It’s hugely good at showing the dystopia of living in a world obsessed with image and looks and other people’s judgement. But it does that by building a hugely powerful world where people are obsessed with image and looks and judgement. I’m not hugely easily triggered about food and weight loss, and I came out of reading this thinking that a pound over 120 pounds is dangerous, and people would judge me if I ate cake. And it offers no escape or happy ending or way out of this world – the ones who play the game and win win, and the ones who lose have nothing else to do but die.
Addictive. Page turning. Chilling. So much of everything that is good about dystopias, but, (unlike the hunger games, which leaves you thinking everything is broken, but we can still be and love and fight back), it drags you down to a conclusion where they have won, and all we can do is hope for the mercy of ceasing to be.
“I’m sick of being in this School. I’m sick of being in this body. I’m sick of being me. Every toxic feeling I’ve ever had seems to explode inside me, like a million different voices screaming to be heard at once”
Plot in a Nutshell
This novel is set in a dystopian world where populations have rapidly shrunk and being male has become a genetic preference. Enter an artificial breeding programme where female children carefully selected for idealised beauty traits are bred and then educated together until their final role in life, as a wife, a concubine or a teacher is determined. The novel follows freida and her classmates in the final year at School as the pressure for perfection intensifies.
Thoughts
So many thoughts!
It is worth noting that this novel really is very dark – there is some strong imagery about eating disorders, rape, addiction, suicide, mental illness, all sorts of shaming and not a great deal of light at all. However, for all of that I think it was a good and important read even if I cannot imagine choosing to read it again.
First of all the comparison with a Handmaids Tale is obvious. At first glance I thought this would be a retelling of that story for a young adult audience. But it really isn’t. Yes, superficially there is a similarity in the worlds – women and not valued here, ( side note I initially enjoyed but then tired of the lack of capitalisation for female names vs the treatment of male ones), and their beauty and attractiveness to men is the only thing that matters. However the focus of this novel is much more about the relationships between the girls, the impact of living in such a pressured environment and the horrifying consequences of a single minded focus on physical beauty.
O’Neill does an excellent job of creating a frightening, claustrophobic environment for freida and the rest of the eves in the school. Weigh-ins are a part of daily life, food intakes are carefully watched and controlled and the dining room has a room specifically for being sick attached. Clothes and looks are the main topic of conversation both in the girls down time and in their so called education. One lesson involves two classmates being scrutinised and criticised by their peers whilst facilitated by a teacher. Emotions are discouraged and crying is banned. Medication is rife. Aging is to be avoided at all costs – women are killed at 40. The contradiction of remaining pure to become a wife in a world where men are all powerful exists.
“We have never had a class on how to say no to men while simultaneously never saying no to them”
The world is rich in horrifying detail.
The narrator, freida, is not an easy person to like. She makes consistently terrible decisions, whether they relate to herself, her relationship with her only real friend and ultimately the boy she is hoping to attract. She does all of this with a level of self-awareness that makes her actions even more frustrating. In one scene she is alone in bed worrying about the lack of relationship and engagement she has had recently with her friend isobel, the next she is joining in with the ‘mean girls’ in criticising her. Infuriating yes, but also familiar to anyone who has been a teenage girl. The fact our main characters are living in an incredibly claustrophobic, challenging environment makes this all feel very believable.
There were things I did not appreciate however. Whilst the School is a well created environment it sits in a less compelling world. I struggled at times not to question some of the gaps – with apparently such a small population the number of professions open to the men seemed vast. Why did they get rid of the animals? If the girls can’t read and don’t understand maths how do, they calorie count and engage on social media? If the doctors have been able to make all the women so pretty then why are the boys so mixed in terms of looks and brains? I appreciate why the girls were the focus of this story but I would have appreciated more of the back story for the boys – insights from their lives are limited and more might have helped flesh out the wider world more effectively.
Although I am maybe not of the right generation to read it. It seems like a riff on the selfie
The narrator's voice explains how their world came to be zones:
" there was relief at first, the hope that they had found an organic solution to the population crisis, but that soon turned to fear. The remaining people moving inward and inward and inward, until the zones were
They had the amer zone, they had the chindia zone, and they had the Euro zone. This story takes place in the euro zone. There are three occupations for women: chastities, who take care of and teach the girls from four till 16. Then there are the concubines, who serve the men who want to have nastier sex than what they have with their companions. The companions are the third occupation, who Marry and give their husbands since.. There is bitter competition, strife, for first place. The top 10 girls, at the age of 16, will compete for the top 10 inheritors. Boys who are sons of so-called important men.
They have a social media called my face, I guess a cross between Myspace and facebook. Rolling eyeballs
The saddest character is isabel, who early on was chosen by "the father," He is the dictator. He got tired of his companion, and wanted Isabel for his next one. When they get tired of their companions, they throw them on the pyre. The father tried out Isabel when she was 16, and hurt her badly, so she tried getting fat to see if he would dislike her. They wouldn't allow her to do that though, they took over with meds and 24-hour surveillance. So then she tried to kill herself by not eating anything. So they put a feeding tube in her. in the end, she had to go with the father, but she hung herself to escape. I'm getting ahead of myself though.
There's a nasty show on TV called Botched Redesigns, something like that. One time Freida is watching it, and there's a woman named natasha. She wanted to have her vagina redesigned,
"He looks at her unsmilingly over the thin wire frames of his glasses and she cringes. 'As I was saying, natasha, there were a few complications.' he beckons her to the corner of the office, gesturing at her to stand on a raised wooden block in front of a full-length mirror. He pulls her skirt up around her waist and unravels the thick bandages swaddling her like a new-design's diaper. I blink once, twice, wondering if I am going crazy.
'These things happen unfortunately.' the re-designer shrugs.
The camera zooms in on Natasha as she leans closer to the mirror searching for something that she will never find again. A hint of forbidden tears freezes over her pale green eyes, the fine lines and wrinkles becoming more pronounced as her face crumples with the effort to control her emotions. I turn it off. She's 37, I tell myself. 37. She is only 3 years away from her termination date anyway."
Yes, they kill women when they're 40. On to the pyre they go.
Frida likes an inheritor named Darwin, who is the number one ranked inheritor. The girls get sessions with the inheritors when it becomes close to the date of the ceremony where they'll be chosen for their occupations. Darwin is the son of the judge of the Eurozone, a cruel man who beats his son. Freida will do anything to make Darwin like her, including liking music that he chooses for her:
"He begins to bring presents with him more frequently. a thick cuff with a faceted Amber Stone in the center follows the earrings. The download of an album by an obscure indie band from the Americas that I have never heard of.
'I love their music,' I lie, and his eyes light up in excitement. 'Especially their earlier stuff.' We sit in the cupboard, sharing one set of earbuds, their "best song ever" threatening to split my eardrums in half. He bobs his head in time to the noise, stuffing his hands into the pouch at the front of yet another hooded sweatshirt."
When Darwin starts losing interest in Freida, she gives him sex to try to make him like her. this was one of the most triggering parts of the book. she gave him her virginity, and he just used her and then threw her away.
So many innocent girls do this, because of lack of guidance, with nobody to look out for them, and because of our social mores, that says it's fine for boys and men to be sluts, to have sex with as many girls and women as possible, to ruin their innocence, to make them pregnant, to throw them away.