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With the death of a mother and the abduction of a young girl, Susan Fletcher has written a vividly beautiful novel about the innocence and terror of childhood. Following the loss of her mother, eight-year-old Evie is sent to a new life in rural Wales - a dripping place, where flowers appear mysteriously on doorsteps and people look at her twice. With a sense of being lied to she sets out to discover her family's dark secret - unaware that there is yet more darkness to come with the sinister disappearance of local girl Rosemary Hughes. Now many years later Eve Green is waiting for the birth of her own child, and when she revisits her past something clicks in her mind and her own reckless role in the hunt for Rosie's abductor is revealed... A truly beautiful and hypnotic first novel, this is both an engaging puzzle and an enchanting work of literature.… (more)
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It has been over five years since I actually
The sense of accomplishment was a welcome change from sitting in front of the computer for six to eight hours a day, researching and writing, but not making much money. At times, you feel like you are running on all cylinders, but still not getting anywhere. I know all the hard work will pay off in the long run - keeping that in mind at times like these can be difficult nonetheless. It being 2 am when I actually finished the book wasn’t much a help either, since I knew that I needed to get to bed.
Where did the wain of nostalgia come from? I don’t want to give part of the story itself away in the process, but the last chapter reminded me of my father. Thinking of him as I began to wash my face before bed, my eyes teared up. Thoughts of what to get as a commemorative tattoo in his honor have flashed through my head a few times a day. His nickname was Slim; I might have that written with a nice graphic as well - of what, I am not sure.
Looking into the mirror, I started to decipher which features I got from him. I knew that my large eyes were from him, though the strong blue hue was thanks to my mother. The widest part of my nose is from him as well; this is the only thing that keeps me from wanting to have it grinded down a bit to make it more curvy and “natural�Â?. It is one of the few things that he has left me, and one of the best possible. I am part of him and he is part of me. Not in a way that anyone can ever alter, I have his DNA, it will always be apparent.
After lying down in bed next to my boyfriend, who was already fast asleep, I tried to silence the overtly poetic thoughts in my mind. Thinking of days gone by in Indiana, questions I wanted to ask him, hugs I wanted to feel but never will. My best friend sleeping in the other room did not know what it felt like to loose a parent. He says that he has been tempered to death, due to how many friends and other family members he has lost. This I can understand, as I had come to terms with the typical human fear of death . This was until my father passed, upon which all my thoughts and comforts were shaken up like a snow globe.
My boyfriend has never lost a parent either, though his father was in jail for nearly his entire childhood. Though a tough situation to be sure, this is nowhere close having a parent die before his time. An autopsy has been performed, and I am still waiting for all the tests to be done before getting an official coronerâÂÂs report on what happened to him. Not knowing why he is gone is almost as painful has having to lose him in the first place. I did my personal best to stave off a serious depression after his passing. My family worried for me, knowing of my depression and anxiety issues. This bothered me - knowing that they saw me as unstable in such a fashion. Though I saw myself unfit to be able to travel to San Francisco to look at apartment or go to the funeral, my mind saw me going through the usual grieving process, which I believe that I am still in the midst of.
Though my mind is strong, it is weak as well. The memories of my days with him could not be silenced, and tears ran down my face onto my green pillow cover. Waking Logan has crossed my mind, but there would not be much he could do to lighten my mood. Having not lost a parent (though having a jailed one), it was hard to be able to talk to him on the subject, knowing that he could sincerely relate. This ties back into the book I mentioned, around page 186-7, when EveâÂÂs grandmother spends more and more time with Mrs Hughes. Having someone else to comfort could bring me my own kind of comfort with the loss. A number of people have been more that kind online, offering up their condolences; some even tell me of how losing their father was a painful impact on them. I do not have a person to talk to, face to face, that has felt the hollow center that I have. This is not to discount those that have been helpful in my understand and absorption of my loss. I would be a much softer person if I did not have them.
Hollow is the only word that I have found to be able to describe the feeling. Lying on my back, dabbing the tears away from under my eyes, I stared at the ceiling and took a deep breath through my nose. As I exhaled, I could feel the oxygen drifting through the holes in my torso. There is one next to my heart, in the center of my chest. Another one can be found close to my liver. My pelvic bone, naturally lacking bone marrow in a number of areas, had the most free-flowing air. These holes develop after such a life-altering loss of life. I do not know if or when more will develop. I also do not know how to fill them. A haphazard oxygen flow lends a feeling of inefficiency, as though I could be doing more in my life, but unable to harness the power of oxygen in its simplest form, I get by doing just as much as I can muster with each rise of the sun; each turn of the earth.
Though it seems I have spoken little of Eve Green, upon reading the book, you will find the volumes have been written here. IâÂÂve only touched upon one of the subjects this book brings to mind in my own life, whether it be personal or writing professionally. As my career continues to slide in many directions, I have all the intentions of publishing a book in the future. Fiction or nonfiction is still the decision to make. My mind tells me that I do not have the creative genius to spin a false tale that is worth reading. Maybe this would make the challenge all the more fruitful.
This book made me think. It made me smile, it made me want to read on. In the beginning, I had to adjust to the characterâÂÂs style of writing. Within two or three chapters, it was clear that her style was beneficial to the story and a smoothed-out train of thought. Undoubtedly, this book will make my âÂÂfavorites of all timeâÂ? list. Being SusanâÂÂs first book (not to be confused with established writer Susan Fletcher), IâÂÂll wait for her next book with baited breath.