I Was Born for This

by Alice Oseman

Paperback, 2018

Status

Available

Call number

823.92

Publication

HCCB (2018), Edition: ePub edition

Description

Young Adult Fiction. Young Adult Literature. LGBTQIA+ (Fiction.) HTML: From the bestselling creator of HEARTSTOPPER and LOVELESS, a deeply funny and deeply moving exploration of identity, friendship, and fame. For Angel Rahimi life is about one thing: The Ark �?? a boy band that's taking the world by storm. Being part of The Ark's fandom has given her everything she loves �?? her friend Juliet, her dreams, her place in the world. Her Muslim family doesn't understand the band's allure �?? but Angel feels there are things about her they'll never understand. Jimmy Kaga-Ricci owes everything to The Ark. He's their frontman �?? and playing in a band with his mates is all he ever dreamed of doing, even it only amplifies his anxiety. The fans are very accepting that he's trans �?? but they also keep shipping with him with his longtime friend and bandmate, Rowan. But Jimmy and Rowan are just friends �?? and Rowan has a secret girlfriend the fans can never know about. Dreams don't always turn out the way you think and when Jimmy and Angel are unexpectedly thrust together, they find out how strange and surprising facing up to reality can be. A funny, wise, and heartbreakingly true coming of age novel. I Was Born for This is a stunning reflection of modern teenage life, and the power of believing in something �?? espe… (more)

User reviews

LibraryThing member villemezbrown
I'm a fan of Oseman's Heartstopper graphic novels, but I hadn't thought about reading her novels until my wife requested this one from the library, and there it was, just sitting on the table.

I was often frustrated by this uneven book: bored because it is overlong and dull at times and irritated
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that plot developments relied on dumb and forced coincidences. But when we finally got to the characters interacting in meaningful ways, I was quite carried away by the emotions.
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LibraryThing member bumblybee
Knowing that this book wouldn't be featuring the Solitaire cast of characters, I was a little nervous going into it. Would I like these characters just as much? Would the story, one that felt almost too close to where I was as a teenager, resonate with me? What would Oseman's take on fandom be?
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Strangely enough, the things I was concerned about didn't end up coming to pass. Oseman portrays fandom culture not with the scorn of someone removed from it or on the receiving end, but more so as an appreciator. The story itself definitely hit close to home for me - I was an active member of fandom as a teen/young adult - but not in the harsh way I'd feared. In fact, I wish I'd read this as a teenager in fandom; maybe things would have ended differently for me if I'd had a book like this to help guide me along the way.

The one sticking point for me was the characters. The story is told from two perspectives by two different narrators, Angel and Jimmy. Angel reminded me of the wonderful friends I made in fandom, in all the best ways, and I enjoyed her sections very much. Jimmy, on the other hand, really got on my nerves - I'm guessing it's because I too struggle with severe anxiety, and seeing myself on the page felt too bizarre to me. I didn't dislike Jimmy; I just got frustrated with him the same way I'd get frustrated with myself. That's a testament to Oseman's writing: I can't say the characters don't feel real and don't have their flaws.

I'm so glad I read this book, and I wish I hadn't put it off just because the Solitaire cast weren't featured. I should know by now to trust Oseman to provide real, solid characterization and a plot that keeps me reading into the wee hours of the morning.
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LibraryThing member sennebec
Rock band and fan stories are common. What sets this apart are several unique and interesting elements. The three band members are straight, Bi, and transgender. Two of them have been friends since fourth grade. One has a secret girlfriend, one has a drinking problem, and one suffers from severe
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anxiety attacks. Then we get to the fans. Angel has been one since she discovered the band on Youtube early on. She's Muslim, but struggles to keep up with parental expectations, unlike her older brother who's studying to be a doctor. Angel isn't sure what she wants for a future and right now, getting to meet and greet the band is the only thing on her radar.
Told in rotating chapters among the band members and Angel, readers are carried toward the night of the big concert that's to be preceded by a meet and greet. The closer the date becomes, the greater the tension, and the more readers learn about the backstory of each character. Add in a chance meeting between Angel and another important character, a complete freakout leading to a near tragedy in a downpour and you have a classic 'compulsively readable story.'
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LibraryThing member BarnesBookshelf
To me, this book felt like chaos, but not in a bad way. It reflected the chaos of reality in a way, as in how chaotic it would be if this happened in real life. I did wonder for a while how Angel and Jimmy would meet, and it definitely paid off. I felt that the resolution for both Angel and Jimmy
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was a bit lacking. I wish we had gotten more concrete information about how they'd move forward in the future, like if Angel would actually be a band manager and if Jimmy would make therapy a priority. Overall, I enjoyed the book.
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Awards

YA Book Prize (Shortlist — 2019)
ALA Rainbow Book List (Selection — 2023)

Language

Original language

English

Original publication date

2018

Physical description

5.08 inches

ISBN

000824409X / 9780008244095

Barcode

4013

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