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When The Big Show was first published, paper rationing meant that the text had to be heavily cut. Now, for the first time, this international bestseller has been returned to its complete, and breathtaking, original state. Pierre Clostermann was a Free French fighter ace who flew with the RAF during the Second World War. Over the course of five years he engaged in hundreds of dog-fights, shot down scores of Luftwaffe planes, escorted American bombers on some of the most dangerous raids of the war, and watched many of his friends falling to their deaths in the skies over the Channel. The Big Show, his incredible account of the air war over Britain and France, has become one of the most famous memoirs of the Second World War. Now in its original state, it contains everything one could wish for in a war memoir: wonderfully observed descriptions of wartime Britain, frighteningly evocative stories of in-the-cockpit action, an amazing cast of characters, and all the drama and bravery of a man fighting a desperate war thousands of feet above the ground. An undeniable classic.… (more)
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We begin following his story after he started with the RAF. When the war started he was in America
After many missions towards the end of the war he wrote this description of what it was like to be a fighter pilot fighting to free France after they had liberated Paris: "We of the Free French Air Forces, to whom the Armee de l"Air owed everything, especially honour, we who rushed into the holocaust one after the other, as happy as kids all the same-we, who were proud to start all over again, to mock the odds against us, wangling extra tours of ops, fagged out, dead beat, nerves in tatters, lungs burnt out with oxygen-we always got the thick end of the stick.
The rare survivors of this four year long effort had wanted more than anything else to go home, to tread French soil again, to see their loved ones again, to live again the life of the Paris streets, or of their peaceful native town. But they had quickly come back bemused and uncomprehending, though as yet unembittered. They had been overwhelmed with Resistance stories, with tales of heroic deeds; the same words that had been dinned into their ears a hundred times over: "How lucky you were to be in London. Here we suffered. If you only knew what risks we ran! In spite of all this we kicked the Huns out. You can't understand what it was like. So-and-so was shot, so-and so was tortured, deported. What? You're a pilot? It's easy to see decorations weren't hard to come by in London!"
Pilots didn't understand all this. They had done their best. They didn't want flowers or jollifications. They expected no reward, except to see their homes again, even if they were in ruins. They preferred to keep quiet, but deep down their was a profound feeling of injustice. What had they gone through? They had only risked being roasted alive, trapped under the blazing remains of a Spitfire, or seeing the earth surge up before them, imprisoned in the narrow metal coffin of a cockpit with it's hood jammed, you count the four, three, two, second you have left to live. Three times a day for months on end, they had hurled their poor shrinking bodies into the flak, missing death by a hairs breath, each time, until the last....
War, for us was not the desperate bayonet charge of a thousand human beings, sweating with fear, supporting and sustaining each other in a helpless anonymous massacre. For us, it was a deliberate act, individual act, a conscience, scientific sacrifice. Unaided, alone, each one of us had every day to conquer the stab of fear in our breast, to preserve, reform, our ebbing store of will power. We had to do all that ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, and then after each mission, take up again a normal healthy life-an appalling strain. The moment we stepped down from our planes, we found other human beings like us, the same flesh and blood, but who walked about, made love, went to the pictures, listened to the wireless as they smoked their pipes and read a book-and who knew if they would be alive the next day? What human nerves could go on standing up to this?"
The book is largely made up of combat scenes. They are various: long range bomber escort, dog fights against many German plane types including jets, raids on airports, dodging flak, raids on moving trains, ships, beaches. Hidden facilities, lone-wolf attacks. The descriptions of the violence are intense, but he also keeps an optimistic cheery attitude, life is easy come and go. His seems to have a sixth sense of when to attack and when to stay out of the fracas. He fought four long years on 100s of missions was shot up and down many times. Remarkable story. He lived a long life and took an anti-war stance during the 1991 Gulf War - he made the right move one last time.