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"An intimate, revelatory book exploring the ways we can care for and repair ourselves when life knocks us down. Sometimes you slip through the cracks: unforeseen circumstances like an abrupt illness, the death of a loved one, a break up, or a job loss can derail a life. These periods of dislocation can be lonely and unexpected. For May, her husband fell ill, her son stopped attending school, and her own medical issues led her to leave a demanding job. Wintering explores how she not only endured this painful time, but embraced the singular opportunities it offered. A moving personal narrative shot through with lessons from literature, mythology, and the natural world, May's story offers instruction on the transformative power of rest and retreat. Illumination emerges from many sources: solstice celebrations and dormice hibernation, C.S. Lewis and Sylvia Plath, swimming in icy waters and sailing Arctic seas. Ultimately Wintering invites us to change how we relate to our own fallow times. May models an active acceptance of sadness and finds nourishment in deep retreat, joy in the hushed beauty of winter, and encouragement in understanding life as cyclical, not linear. A secular mystic, May forms a guiding philosophy for transforming the hardships that arise before the ushering in of a new season"--… (more)
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The line between refreshingly uneventful and pointlessness is a fine one. Somewhere along the way it drifted off into the latter
A minor point, but lots of poets have written very beautifully about robins for thousands of years, was the best choice "Mackenzie Crook in the Daily Telegraph, 2017"?
This book didn't speak to me at all. For all that the author said that those who undergo wintering have a duty to tell other people about it, it all seems very self-centred and it didn't draw me in.
“Wintering is a season in the cold. It is a fallow period in life when you’re cut off from the world, feeling rejected, sidelined, blocked from progress, or cast into the role of an outsider. Perhaps it results from an illness or a life event such as a bereavement or the birth of a child; perhaps it comes from a humiliation or failure. Perhaps you’re in a period of transition and have temporarily fallen between two worlds. Some wintering creep upon us more slowly, accompanying the protracted death of a relationship, the gradual ratcheting up of caring responsibilities as our parents age, the drip-drip-drip of lost confidence. Some are appallingly sudden, like discovering one day that your skills are considered obsolete, the company you worked for has gone bankrupt, or your partner is in love with someone new. However, it arrives, wintering is usually involuntary, lonely, and deeply painful.”
“If happiness is a skill, then sadness is, too. Perhaps through all those years at school, or perhaps through other terrors, we are taught to ignore sadness, to stuff it down into our satchels and pretend it isn’t there. As adults, we often have to learn to hear the clarity of its call. That is wintering. It is the active acceptance of sadness. It is the practice of allowing ourselves to feel it as a need.”
I would listen to this again, maybe once a year. For me, some deep appreciated insight.
“Seeing them is an uncertain experience, almost an act of faith. You have to get your eye in, and I don’t think I would ever have spotted them at all had I not been told they were there.
There is nothing showy about the northern lights, nothing obvious or demanding. They hide from you at first, and then they whisper to you”
She experiences an ice storm, a common occurrence in Maryland but apparently rare in England. She writes that Eden Phillpotts, an author of A Shadow Passes in 1918, calls in an “ammil”, a corruption of “enamel”. She goes to a voice teacher because she loses her voice, and visits a bee keeper.
She is thinking to attract sympathy for her need for rest and retreat, and the book is certainly beautifully written. However, I note that she is writing the book and collecting quotes for it as she “winters”, and ultimately, the book will pay the bills. As someone who has worked steadily for forty five years as a busy physician, with the longest vacation being 6 weeks, her wintering seems like a tremendous self indulgence.
She speaks with a friend from Finland, who talks about the steps the Finns have to take each year to prepare for the winter. Because it always comes. She speaks with a Druid and joins a group celebrating the Midwinter sunrise at Stonehenge. She discusses dormice, those quintessential English sleepers who spend so much time fattening up before slipping into their annual hibernation.
I found myself taking heart from her examples and the underlying message: winter will always come around again. The challenge is how we prepare for and nurture ourselves during those times.
This is not typically the type of book in my
I truly felt as if someone handed me a book and completely lied to me when telling me what it was about. While May uses the term "Wintering" throughout, she uses it in multiple ways - not just the season of winter, but also as a colloquial word meaning 'a
If this is what rest and retreat is, I am not interested. The vast majority of this book is about being outside of your home, doing things, meeting people, trying new experiences and learning from them. Which, yes, is a very important part of life. But that is not what the book promised me. When I want to rest and retreat I don't think about flying to Iceland or jumping in freezing water or visiting Stonehenge at 6am - I think about staying home and taking care of myself.
More noteworthy disappointments were the chapter titled "Midwinter" (the aforementioned Stonhenge trip) which is a strange dump of othering as the author is clearly trying, and failing, to toe the line of being respectful while at the same time othering and making fun of groups of people whose actions don't align with her own. And near the end of the book, the chapter "Cold Water" where she interviews a woman who claims to have cured her Bipolar Disorder with taking ice baths. Not just a laughable concept, but an incredibly dangerous one to put in print.
There is some substance here. The author's own journey with cold sea bathing and her introduction to saunas both were lovely stories - and I intend to find myself a sauna this winter as a result. But overall this is not the book that the blurbs, nor the title, promised.
I really like the premise of ‘wintering’; the cyclical nature of life as it progresses on a linear timeline, like a waveform that moves forward, up, and down,
More than half of this book is memoir, and I think that I found that unsatisfying too – I occasionally enjoy a good memoir, but that’s not what I was here for, even though I knew going in what I was going to get. There were times when she used her memoir writing to really good effect, as a segue into research or coping strategies – these parts worked better for me than the times where she just wanders around contemplating. She almost had me considering cold water therapy with more than the usual snort of incredulity I normally give it, although my body is conditioned to react to any water temperature below 28C/82F as hypothermic, so it will take more than her personal successes to get me doing a polar bear dip.
I started to lose patience around about the time she started in about how women are conditioned to control their voices because they’re women and it’s all part of the grand plan to keep us under mens’ heel. While I don’t deny the imbalance, her logic fails, as she claims women who speak softly are considered mousy, but women who talk authoritatively are considered overbearing and brash. While this is true, it’s not a judgement confined solely to women: men who speak softly are thought weak and ineffectual, and men who speak authoritatively are considered braggarts and bullies. Different words, but same judgements; there’s a reason why news anchors are trained to speak with smooth, modulated, accent-less voices. So, it was good that the book wrapped up just after this section; I was ready, after not getting quite what I wanted, for the wintering to be over.
"We like to imagine that it's possible for life to be one eternal summer & that we have uniquely failed to achieve that for ourselves." That's why I recommend the anti-gratitude journal.
Regarding someone with bouts of mania and depression, a GP
"Have we really got so far into the realm of electric light and central heating that the rhythm of the year is irrelevant to us..." That was me when I lived in the city. All I cared about was how heavy a jacket to wear. Or maybe it was because I was young. I have such a yearly rhythm now, though.
"Misery is not an option [sarcasm]. We must carry on looking jolly for the sake of the crowd." Ha. I always hated the mandate to be happy.