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Little, Brown Book Group (1981), Paperback, 383 pages
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Taking up where AN INVITATION TO THE WALTZ left off, THE WEATHER IN THE STREETS shows us Olivia Curtis ten years older, a failed marriage behind her, thinner, sadder, and apprently not much wiser. A chance encounter on a train with a man who enchanted her as a teenager leads to a forbidden love affair and a new world of secret meetings, brief phone calls and snatched liaisons in anonymous hotel rooms. Years ahead of its time when first published, this subtle and powerful novel shocked even the most stalwart Lehmann fans with its searing honesty and passionate portrayal of clandestine love.
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LibraryThing member Ganeshaka
The Weather in the Streets is Rosamund Lehmann's portrait of a mismatched love affair, an unwanted pregnancy, and its termination in 1930's England. You might think such a story would be cold and pessimistic, perhaps like Jean Rhys's Voyage in the Dark, given the harshness of the times and the
Lehmann's gifts include an ear for dialogue, an eye for structure, a smile for satire, and an eyebrow for judgement. In this book she crafts, almost like Tolstoy, a portrait of several levels of society - the artistic, the aristocratic, and the middle class - as a backdrop for Clara's personal war and peace - an invasive (to Rollo's marriage) affair and a subsequent painful retreat.
But at all times, even when Lehmann's narrative changes gears from third person to first person during Clara's pregnancy and vivid morning sickness, you sense Clara's detached, almost Taoist, awareness and sense of strength that promises she will transcend this kink in her fate and "press on".
In our current era of sharply polarized arguments concerning "pro-life" and "pro-choice" and issues of guilt, I found it interesting how obliquely Lehmann transmuted the question of the emotional aftermath of Clara's abortion by shifting the focus of her subsequent sadness to the loss of the mentor of her artistic clique, Simon. It was also interesting to see how Clara in accepting the point of view of Lady Spencer regarding the sacredness of marriage found a moral foothold for terminating her pregnancy. Quite the opposite result of modern day advocates of "family values".
This was the first of Lehmann's books that I've read, but not the last. A classic story, nobly told.
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inevitable tragedy incumbent to the plotline. But Lehmann takes us completely through an entire cycle of personal growth - from Clara's infatuation, to her disappointment, to her wisdom, to peace between her and Rollo, and even to the threshold of a possible recurrence of their affair.Lehmann's gifts include an ear for dialogue, an eye for structure, a smile for satire, and an eyebrow for judgement. In this book she crafts, almost like Tolstoy, a portrait of several levels of society - the artistic, the aristocratic, and the middle class - as a backdrop for Clara's personal war and peace - an invasive (to Rollo's marriage) affair and a subsequent painful retreat.
But at all times, even when Lehmann's narrative changes gears from third person to first person during Clara's pregnancy and vivid morning sickness, you sense Clara's detached, almost Taoist, awareness and sense of strength that promises she will transcend this kink in her fate and "press on".
In our current era of sharply polarized arguments concerning "pro-life" and "pro-choice" and issues of guilt, I found it interesting how obliquely Lehmann transmuted the question of the emotional aftermath of Clara's abortion by shifting the focus of her subsequent sadness to the loss of the mentor of her artistic clique, Simon. It was also interesting to see how Clara in accepting the point of view of Lady Spencer regarding the sacredness of marriage found a moral foothold for terminating her pregnancy. Quite the opposite result of modern day advocates of "family values".
This was the first of Lehmann's books that I've read, but not the last. A classic story, nobly told.
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LibraryThing member hazelk
I must confess that the early chapters had me smiling. This is because of the omnipresent 'darlings' and Rollo's conversation generally which made me think of skits on Noel Coward and his plays.
Having said that I was interested in the developing affair and can see how some would have been shocked
Some of the descriptions of a wintry London reminded me of lines in T S Eliot's poetry and one chapter ends with a very Mrs Bloom-like succession of Yes's.
I got rather bored with the Bohemian/arty set but I think Olivia did too at times.
Having said that I was interested in the developing affair and can see how some would have been shocked
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when the book was published. I liked the use of free indirect speech.Some of the descriptions of a wintry London reminded me of lines in T S Eliot's poetry and one chapter ends with a very Mrs Bloom-like succession of Yes's.
I got rather bored with the Bohemian/arty set but I think Olivia did too at times.
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LibraryThing member edella
e all know that They Never Leave Their Wives, and we know from the beginning that this book is unlikely to end happily for Olivia, its charming heroine. She's a nice middle-class girl, trying to live the bohemian life on no money in 1930s London; Rollo, her lover, is the heir to a baronetcy, rich,
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handsome, successful- and married. She's on a losing wicket from the start, but she can't resist him; soon she's staying in on the offchance he might call round and lying to her friends and family in the time-honoured manner. The reader is subtly shown that there are two truths here: on the one hand there is a genuine love story- Olivia and Rollo really love each other- but on the other, this is the account of Olivia's desperate struggle for the status, wealth and social acceptance she would get as the recognised partner of an alpha male like Rollo. The materialistic aspects of the affair are described in luscious detail- the emerald ring, the weekend trips in expensive cars, the extravagant lunches and lavish gifts of books and flowers- as are the glimpses of Rollo's wealthy lifestyle that make Olivia covet the position of his wife. To conclude: this is both a touching love story and a cynical account of the relations between men and women, all in Rosamond Lehmann's crisp, poetic, humorous prose. Show Less
LibraryThing member Luli81
This is the sequel to "Invitation to the waltz", previous novel by Lehmann.
There is little to be found of that excitable creature, Olivia Curtis, who attended her first ball ten years ago and captured most of the readers' hearts in this new novel.
After a disastrous marriage, Olivia is returning
Rollo is the same confident, attractive man, now married to Nicola, whereas Olivia is an "independent" woman interested in the new cultural movement of the big city: poets, painters and photographers are her acquaintances; she lives by the day without planning her future in the typical bohemian style.
Despite her apparently new appealing, Olivia is still the insecure and fearful creature who seeks approval and reassurance and, seeing Rollo after so many years arouse forgotten feelings in her, making her blunt and blind to the consequences of starting an affair with him.
What I most enjoyed about this novel is the way it's written because it gives you a real glimpse of how an affair might start and what it would actually be like. The book is no illusion, no sugary romance, no big drama, just life unfolded and steps taken and consequences to be dealt with. There's no judgement, only facts and again, the exposure of our weak and capricious souls, two adults playing a game we all know the result of.
Devastatingly cruel and sweet altogether, as life itself.
There is little to be found of that excitable creature, Olivia Curtis, who attended her first ball ten years ago and captured most of the readers' hearts in this new novel.
After a disastrous marriage, Olivia is returning
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home to visit his ill father, bumping into Rollo Spencer, her first love and seemingly twin soul, on the train. Rollo is the same confident, attractive man, now married to Nicola, whereas Olivia is an "independent" woman interested in the new cultural movement of the big city: poets, painters and photographers are her acquaintances; she lives by the day without planning her future in the typical bohemian style.
Despite her apparently new appealing, Olivia is still the insecure and fearful creature who seeks approval and reassurance and, seeing Rollo after so many years arouse forgotten feelings in her, making her blunt and blind to the consequences of starting an affair with him.
What I most enjoyed about this novel is the way it's written because it gives you a real glimpse of how an affair might start and what it would actually be like. The book is no illusion, no sugary romance, no big drama, just life unfolded and steps taken and consequences to be dealt with. There's no judgement, only facts and again, the exposure of our weak and capricious souls, two adults playing a game we all know the result of.
Devastatingly cruel and sweet altogether, as life itself.
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LibraryThing member Porius
In the last 3 months or so I have read 3 novels with an important character that went by the name of Rollo. How many characters named Rollo does one meet in a lifetime of reading. Not many. In the most recent novel on my reading list I met a Rollo of the sparkling line of the Spencers'.This Rollo
In the first section, there are 4, he gets together with Olivia a sort of family friend, and they decide to have an affair. Rollo is married. She runs in an artsy crowd and Rollo isn't quite up to the book-chat but her crowd seemed to like him anyway. His nonsense suited their nonsense.
Rollo, as I said, was married to an 'invalid' with 10,000 a yr. or so. On the face of it, he was a less than ideal match for the moony Olivia. O. gets pregnant, ruminates over her plight, has an abortion, and ultimately realizes that Rollo is not for her.
Lots of things happen though the main thrust of the story concerns the star-crossed lovers: Olivia and Rollo. We follow them on their lovely jaunts here and there; we can even see why Olivia threw her lot in with the charming Rollo. He's not really a bad sort, sort of, he's just not going to give O. what she seems to want. He doesn't mind the 'double' life, one bit, he just never gets it through his, yes, thick skull that this life is not enough for Olivia.
As the novel comes to a close Rollo is recovering from a serious auto accident and has not yet given up on having Olivia as his mistress.
Lehmann is a first-rate storyteller with an ability to render nature scenes with an adept and light hand:
If you stare into the pond, the black mud basin goes down sheer - bottomless they say. The surface never stirs, but just beneath it goes on a myriad stirring of infinitesimal wriggling black pond life . . . The cart road winds off at an angle through the field to join the hedgy lane to the village; and the way to the river is over a stile by the elms at the bottom of the lawn, over a flat green meadow, another stile, another meadow, willow hedges - then the river, with shallow broken earthy banks just there, rushes, flags, meadow-sweet, willow-herb; a sort of little beach in one place, where we picked up mussels when we bathed.
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was a rare piece of work. He very much liked to enjoy himself and couldn't for the life of him understand why everyone else couldn't enjoy things as he himself enjoyed things. In the first section, there are 4, he gets together with Olivia a sort of family friend, and they decide to have an affair. Rollo is married. She runs in an artsy crowd and Rollo isn't quite up to the book-chat but her crowd seemed to like him anyway. His nonsense suited their nonsense.
Rollo, as I said, was married to an 'invalid' with 10,000 a yr. or so. On the face of it, he was a less than ideal match for the moony Olivia. O. gets pregnant, ruminates over her plight, has an abortion, and ultimately realizes that Rollo is not for her.
Lots of things happen though the main thrust of the story concerns the star-crossed lovers: Olivia and Rollo. We follow them on their lovely jaunts here and there; we can even see why Olivia threw her lot in with the charming Rollo. He's not really a bad sort, sort of, he's just not going to give O. what she seems to want. He doesn't mind the 'double' life, one bit, he just never gets it through his, yes, thick skull that this life is not enough for Olivia.
As the novel comes to a close Rollo is recovering from a serious auto accident and has not yet given up on having Olivia as his mistress.
Lehmann is a first-rate storyteller with an ability to render nature scenes with an adept and light hand:
If you stare into the pond, the black mud basin goes down sheer - bottomless they say. The surface never stirs, but just beneath it goes on a myriad stirring of infinitesimal wriggling black pond life . . . The cart road winds off at an angle through the field to join the hedgy lane to the village; and the way to the river is over a stile by the elms at the bottom of the lawn, over a flat green meadow, another stile, another meadow, willow hedges - then the river, with shallow broken earthy banks just there, rushes, flags, meadow-sweet, willow-herb; a sort of little beach in one place, where we picked up mussels when we bathed.
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LibraryThing member Welshwoman
Brilliantly written novel
LibraryThing member Kasthu
The Weather in the Streets is the sequel to Invitation to the Waltz, set ten years afterwards. When her father becomes ill, Olivia Curtis returns home, having just been through a disastrous marriage. On the train ride, he runs into an old acquaintance: Rollo Spencer, a married man with whom she has
I wanted to like this book; I really did. I think the major problem I had with this novel was that I felt so detached from the story and characters. Olivia is a passive observer in the novel, not an active participant, so it was hard for me to really get involved in her story. The thing that threw me off the most was the shift from third person to first person; it’s used intermittently for the first hundred pages or so and in earnest as soon as Olivia’s affair starts. Therefore, I saw the story from the outside rather than from Olivia’s point of view.
Rosamond Lehmann is good at constructing the details of the story, but I really found myself disliking Olivia as a person. Again, I wish I’d liked this book much more than I did!
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an affair.I wanted to like this book; I really did. I think the major problem I had with this novel was that I felt so detached from the story and characters. Olivia is a passive observer in the novel, not an active participant, so it was hard for me to really get involved in her story. The thing that threw me off the most was the shift from third person to first person; it’s used intermittently for the first hundred pages or so and in earnest as soon as Olivia’s affair starts. Therefore, I saw the story from the outside rather than from Olivia’s point of view.
Rosamond Lehmann is good at constructing the details of the story, but I really found myself disliking Olivia as a person. Again, I wish I’d liked this book much more than I did!
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LibraryThing member BrokenTune
The Weather in the Streets is another book I picked up purely because of the cover. I love these new editions of Virago modern classics.
Anyway, the lovely cover made me ignore the blurb. This is not usually a bad thng because I do prefer to read books without knowing much about them. This also
Interestingly, had I read the description, I would have learned that this is the sequel to another book, which I haven’t read: Invitation to the Waltz.
I didn’t know it was a sequel, but it is likely that I would have been less interested in the first book anyway as it is a coming of age story and those tend to not work for me.
The Weather in the Streets starts with a woman, Olivia, meeting an old acquaintance (Rollo) on a train. There is something very Noel Coward to the story, and I don’t just mean Still Life (Coward’s 1936 one-act play that was the basis of the classic film Brief Encounters). The dialogue and observations are very witty, or rather, sharp.
‘I’m afraid I’m not very grown-up,’ he said suddenly.
‘Nor am I.’
‘I should have said you were.’
‘Oh, no!’ There was a pause; and she added nervously: ‘I’ve noticed people with children don’t generally mind so much … about age, I mean. They seem to feel less anxious about time.’
‘Do they? I suppose they do,’ he said. ‘I expect it’s a good thing to have children.’
‘You haven’t got any?’
‘No,’ he said. ‘Have you?’
‘No.’
They made it a joke, and laughed … All the same, it was surprising he hadn’t produced an heir. Couldn’t, wouldn’t Nicola? … or what?
‘Then,’ she said, ‘there are the pleasures of the intellect. They’re said to be lasting. We must cultivate our intellects.’
‘Too late,’ he said. ‘One ought to make at least a beginning in youth, and I omitted to do so. The fact is, I don’t care much about the intellect. I’m afraid the scope of my pleasures is rather limited.’
‘Really?’
‘Confined in fact entirely to those of the senses.’
‘Oh, I see …’ She answered his odd comically inquiring look with a lift of the eyebrows. ‘Well, I suppose they’re all right. Only they’re apt to pall.’
‘Oh, are they?’
‘I was thinking of cake.’ She sighed. ‘It used to be my passion – especially chocolate, or any kind of large spicy bun. Now, it’s beginning to mean less … much less.’
He leaned back, laughing; the tension dissolved again.
This is not a comedy, tho. There is something tragic about both Olivia and Rollo.
Interestingly, The Weather on the Streets was also published in 1936 (same as Coward’s Still Life), and in a way Lehmann’s story picks up on similar themes. However, Olivia’s and Rollo’s stories take quite different turns.
I loved this book.
One of the reasons why was that this another example of 1930s literature showing us how modern some attitudes in the interwar period were and that there were people who dared to step out of the life that other people want for them and make their own choices, fully knowing the cost at which this decision may come.
Now, it would be delusional to think that the stories depicted by Lehmann were common or even widely accepted. They were not. And I am not coming away from this book with the conviction that there was a regression after the war in attitudes as to what was “socially acceptable” (even tho I do wonder about this).
However, Lehmann’s book does give visibility to characters who struggle with their lot in life and decide to seek more for themselves, while trying to not damage or hurt the people around them.
And Lehmann’s writing is just wonderful.
There is one particular scene where Olivia feels sick on a train. It’s only a single paragraph, and yet it is enough to let us know so, so much about what is going on with both the plot and the character.
This was just so very good. I love the way that Lehmann writes about even serious things and yet still keeps a light tone.
I am very keen to find out whether Lehmann’s other works are equally satisfying.
Anyway, the lovely cover made me ignore the blurb. This is not usually a bad thng because I do prefer to read books without knowing much about them. This also
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helps to avoid spoilers and to me even a plot summary can be a spoiler. Yes, I really do love to know very little about a book when I pick it up.Interestingly, had I read the description, I would have learned that this is the sequel to another book, which I haven’t read: Invitation to the Waltz.
I didn’t know it was a sequel, but it is likely that I would have been less interested in the first book anyway as it is a coming of age story and those tend to not work for me.
The Weather in the Streets starts with a woman, Olivia, meeting an old acquaintance (Rollo) on a train. There is something very Noel Coward to the story, and I don’t just mean Still Life (Coward’s 1936 one-act play that was the basis of the classic film Brief Encounters). The dialogue and observations are very witty, or rather, sharp.
‘I’m afraid I’m not very grown-up,’ he said suddenly.
‘Nor am I.’
‘I should have said you were.’
‘Oh, no!’ There was a pause; and she added nervously: ‘I’ve noticed people with children don’t generally mind so much … about age, I mean. They seem to feel less anxious about time.’
‘Do they? I suppose they do,’ he said. ‘I expect it’s a good thing to have children.’
‘You haven’t got any?’
‘No,’ he said. ‘Have you?’
‘No.’
They made it a joke, and laughed … All the same, it was surprising he hadn’t produced an heir. Couldn’t, wouldn’t Nicola? … or what?
‘Then,’ she said, ‘there are the pleasures of the intellect. They’re said to be lasting. We must cultivate our intellects.’
‘Too late,’ he said. ‘One ought to make at least a beginning in youth, and I omitted to do so. The fact is, I don’t care much about the intellect. I’m afraid the scope of my pleasures is rather limited.’
‘Really?’
‘Confined in fact entirely to those of the senses.’
‘Oh, I see …’ She answered his odd comically inquiring look with a lift of the eyebrows. ‘Well, I suppose they’re all right. Only they’re apt to pall.’
‘Oh, are they?’
‘I was thinking of cake.’ She sighed. ‘It used to be my passion – especially chocolate, or any kind of large spicy bun. Now, it’s beginning to mean less … much less.’
He leaned back, laughing; the tension dissolved again.
This is not a comedy, tho. There is something tragic about both Olivia and Rollo.
Interestingly, The Weather on the Streets was also published in 1936 (same as Coward’s Still Life), and in a way Lehmann’s story picks up on similar themes. However, Olivia’s and Rollo’s stories take quite different turns.
I loved this book.
One of the reasons why was that this another example of 1930s literature showing us how modern some attitudes in the interwar period were and that there were people who dared to step out of the life that other people want for them and make their own choices, fully knowing the cost at which this decision may come.
Now, it would be delusional to think that the stories depicted by Lehmann were common or even widely accepted. They were not. And I am not coming away from this book with the conviction that there was a regression after the war in attitudes as to what was “socially acceptable” (even tho I do wonder about this).
However, Lehmann’s book does give visibility to characters who struggle with their lot in life and decide to seek more for themselves, while trying to not damage or hurt the people around them.
And Lehmann’s writing is just wonderful.
There is one particular scene where Olivia feels sick on a train. It’s only a single paragraph, and yet it is enough to let us know so, so much about what is going on with both the plot and the character.
This was just so very good. I love the way that Lehmann writes about even serious things and yet still keeps a light tone.
I am very keen to find out whether Lehmann’s other works are equally satisfying.
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LibraryThing member mahallett
strange book. but interesting
LibraryThing member burritapal
Olivia has run into an old (rich) childhood friend, on the train from London, to go to the country village where they grew up, where she is going to visit her sick dad, and Rollo is going to do some"shooting" on the estate. They can't help but get into a conversation about getting old, with each of
P.20-21:
"He nodded; and after a moment said seriously: 'do you mind the idea of getting old?'
'terribly, I'm afraid. Teeth dropping out, wrinkles, fat and slow and pompous. No more feeling enthusiastic and expectant. No more - anything.'
'yes.' no more making love, did he mean? 'and feeling you've missed something important when it's too late.'
he nodded ruefully.
'it's the principle of the thing I object to. Being stalked down and counted out without a single word to say in the matter.'
'I know. In a trap, from the very start. Born in it, in fact.'
he said with a faint smile: 'I don't suppose we're quite the first people to resent it, do you?'
'no. And sometimes I think it may not be as bad as all that--that The worst is now, in the apprehension of it... And actually we'll just slip into it without a struggle, and accept it quite peacefully...' after all, dad had done this, and most people who grew old... 'we shan't long for our time over again.' "
When Olivia is invited to a dinner party at the estate on Saturday evening, she and Marigold, Rollo's sister, go into the "telephone room" to steal a few moments together to catch up on what they've been doing with their lives (it's been 10 years). More pondering about the getting old and the dead state is done by Marigold:
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" 'I wonder if dying'll be a sort of dream too? Don't you? I can't believe it'll seem like me, me dying....! Have I really got to?' she opened her eyes to the widest, and they looked blank and blind with their dilated pupils, like eyes Made of Glass. 'I get moments when it sweeps over me -- in the middle of the night or when I'm by myself in the house -- and depressed. It's like dropping through a trap - door unexpectedly.' "
Well, Olivia and Rollo start having an "affair." You see, he hasn't had sex in ever-so-long, because wifey, after having a miscarriage, has taken to her bed and decided to be an invalid. I wanted to scream at Olivia's character, "DON'T DO IT:HE'LL JUST USE YOU!" But of course I was no smarter at her age, now was I?
At first, Olivia plays the understanding woman-on-the-side so well. But things start creeping up on her:
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"once after lunch, taking me back to Jocelyn's in the car, he stopped at a flower shop in the Fulham Road, he'd seen some pink lilies in the window he wanted to get me. He says it with flowers all right... white lilac too. He picked it out, Branch by branch, and the girl packed it up, and the lilies too, and Cherry - colored paper. My arms were full.he wandered around as he always does, and then stood looking at some sprays of Stephanotis, precious looking, in a glass on the shelf. 'I'll have these too,' he said, curt. She lifted them out to wrap up and he said, 'I want them sent, please. Give me a card.' he scribbled down mrs. R. Spencer and the address, no message. 'see they go at once, will you?'
outside he said, a little apologetic, 'it's her favorite flower.'
'it is heavenly,' I said, cool and bright. My arms were crammed with lilies and lilac, I shouldn't have minded. I wanted to throw them all away. I thought of her thanking him for the charming thought when he got back -- wearing them in her dress that night... Little guessing who'd given them a dirty look before they reached her. It's the only time he's ever been obviously tactless. It must have been he hadn't quite got his grip after rather a heavy lunch."
Of course, the predictable thing happens, to Olivia, as these things only happen to the woman. She's all on her own to deal with it, and even has to pawn the emerald ring and cigarette case he gave her to pay for it. It is a dreadful time for her, almost as bad for the reader as it is for Olivia's character. It all winds down to a dreary ending for the adulterers. She screams at him, runs out into the stormy night, gets lost, falls, and there's ol Rollo, looking for her, ready to walk her back to their room. She tells him she doesn't want to see him anymore, and she goes back on the train, not wanting to see him on the way back. Upon arriving, she hears how he got in a terrible accident with a truck on the way back to London, and she actually blames herself:
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she's [Rollo's wife] sitting by his bed, so quiet and sensible, thinking only of him, I'm delighted with her, let's hope she won't have a miscarriage. He's bandaged, he's under morphia. He's not out of danger. If he dies, I did it. He wouldn't mean to kill himself, but I meant it. I corrupted his confidence and destroyed his happiness. I accused and condemned him; I put death in him.
Where's that handkerchief... She began to search frantically, terror - struck, pulling open drawers and throwing things about. there it was, at last, in the place where she'd looked first - the blue and green silk handkerchief crumpled and neglected - torn too, where I tore it... She wrapped it around her wrist and tied it tightly. There. And never take the ring off for one moment day or night. Charms. And I will keep awake all night, holding on to him, without one moment relaxation... I'll save him... I shall do it - not her, or any of them... Will he know... Will he think of me?... Start now.
Anna! If Anna were here I could go and be in the same room as her. If I could see Simon...
It's no good, they're far away.
Start now."
I spent nearly the whole book wanting to shake up the protagonist and scream at her, for what a dumbass she was being. I wonder why it got such a strong reaction from me. After all these years that I don't even care about having a relationship anymore, it still rankles me that I gave a s*** about any man, and believed anything they said.
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their Dads not doing well.P.20-21:
"He nodded; and after a moment said seriously: 'do you mind the idea of getting old?'
'terribly, I'm afraid. Teeth dropping out, wrinkles, fat and slow and pompous. No more feeling enthusiastic and expectant. No more - anything.'
'yes.' no more making love, did he mean? 'and feeling you've missed something important when it's too late.'
he nodded ruefully.
'it's the principle of the thing I object to. Being stalked down and counted out without a single word to say in the matter.'
'I know. In a trap, from the very start. Born in it, in fact.'
he said with a faint smile: 'I don't suppose we're quite the first people to resent it, do you?'
'no. And sometimes I think it may not be as bad as all that--that The worst is now, in the apprehension of it... And actually we'll just slip into it without a struggle, and accept it quite peacefully...' after all, dad had done this, and most people who grew old... 'we shan't long for our time over again.' "
When Olivia is invited to a dinner party at the estate on Saturday evening, she and Marigold, Rollo's sister, go into the "telephone room" to steal a few moments together to catch up on what they've been doing with their lives (it's been 10 years). More pondering about the getting old and the dead state is done by Marigold:
P.102
" 'I wonder if dying'll be a sort of dream too? Don't you? I can't believe it'll seem like me, me dying....! Have I really got to?' she opened her eyes to the widest, and they looked blank and blind with their dilated pupils, like eyes Made of Glass. 'I get moments when it sweeps over me -- in the middle of the night or when I'm by myself in the house -- and depressed. It's like dropping through a trap - door unexpectedly.' "
Well, Olivia and Rollo start having an "affair." You see, he hasn't had sex in ever-so-long, because wifey, after having a miscarriage, has taken to her bed and decided to be an invalid. I wanted to scream at Olivia's character, "DON'T DO IT:HE'LL JUST USE YOU!" But of course I was no smarter at her age, now was I?
At first, Olivia plays the understanding woman-on-the-side so well. But things start creeping up on her:
P.204:
"once after lunch, taking me back to Jocelyn's in the car, he stopped at a flower shop in the Fulham Road, he'd seen some pink lilies in the window he wanted to get me. He says it with flowers all right... white lilac too. He picked it out, Branch by branch, and the girl packed it up, and the lilies too, and Cherry - colored paper. My arms were full.he wandered around as he always does, and then stood looking at some sprays of Stephanotis, precious looking, in a glass on the shelf. 'I'll have these too,' he said, curt. She lifted them out to wrap up and he said, 'I want them sent, please. Give me a card.' he scribbled down mrs. R. Spencer and the address, no message. 'see they go at once, will you?'
outside he said, a little apologetic, 'it's her favorite flower.'
'it is heavenly,' I said, cool and bright. My arms were crammed with lilies and lilac, I shouldn't have minded. I wanted to throw them all away. I thought of her thanking him for the charming thought when he got back -- wearing them in her dress that night... Little guessing who'd given them a dirty look before they reached her. It's the only time he's ever been obviously tactless. It must have been he hadn't quite got his grip after rather a heavy lunch."
Of course, the predictable thing happens, to Olivia, as these things only happen to the woman. She's all on her own to deal with it, and even has to pawn the emerald ring and cigarette case he gave her to pay for it. It is a dreadful time for her, almost as bad for the reader as it is for Olivia's character. It all winds down to a dreary ending for the adulterers. She screams at him, runs out into the stormy night, gets lost, falls, and there's ol Rollo, looking for her, ready to walk her back to their room. She tells him she doesn't want to see him anymore, and she goes back on the train, not wanting to see him on the way back. Upon arriving, she hears how he got in a terrible accident with a truck on the way back to London, and she actually blames herself:
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she's [Rollo's wife] sitting by his bed, so quiet and sensible, thinking only of him, I'm delighted with her, let's hope she won't have a miscarriage. He's bandaged, he's under morphia. He's not out of danger. If he dies, I did it. He wouldn't mean to kill himself, but I meant it. I corrupted his confidence and destroyed his happiness. I accused and condemned him; I put death in him.
Where's that handkerchief... She began to search frantically, terror - struck, pulling open drawers and throwing things about. there it was, at last, in the place where she'd looked first - the blue and green silk handkerchief crumpled and neglected - torn too, where I tore it... She wrapped it around her wrist and tied it tightly. There. And never take the ring off for one moment day or night. Charms. And I will keep awake all night, holding on to him, without one moment relaxation... I'll save him... I shall do it - not her, or any of them... Will he know... Will he think of me?... Start now.
Anna! If Anna were here I could go and be in the same room as her. If I could see Simon...
It's no good, they're far away.
Start now."
I spent nearly the whole book wanting to shake up the protagonist and scream at her, for what a dumbass she was being. I wonder why it got such a strong reaction from me. After all these years that I don't even care about having a relationship anymore, it still rankles me that I gave a s*** about any man, and believed anything they said.
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Original language
English
Original publication date
1936
Physical description
383 p.
ISBN
086068203X / 9780860682035